八时三十分。
我倚在红色塑胶椅子，不停四处张望着。
眼前不远处两盏白灯笼，‘简门颜氏’和‘七十有六’。
这是我一个月以内出席的第二场丧礼，2个月以来的不知道第几件‘某人去世了’的新闻。
只能感到一丝丝的难过。不是因为他们都是我认识的人，而是感慨生命真的可以结束得那么突然。
[嘿！你不是陈XX吗？]一个干巴巴的右手伸出来，我身边的另一个皱巴巴的右手接了过去。
[对呀对呀！你是王XX！] 显然是一个‘老朋友相见’的戏码。我坐在两老的中间，刚刚在想起人生怎么那么短暂的无聊事，所有都被接下来的对白给扫走了。
排开感慨地感觉，两老的对白让我想大笑了。不行，这种地方得严肃，忍着点。
[退休多少年啦？]王老问。
[二十一年咯。]陈老说。
[我也是二十年了。]王老答。
[你最近有看到黄玉华吗？]王老问道。
[没有。你有遇到她咩？]
[有，那天我在医院拿药，她在我隔壁，看我看久了就问我是不是某某人。我就说是咯。你知道吗？1953年我毕业以后就没有看到她了。]
原来中学老朋友啊。
[Eh,前几年我还在‘半岛’遇到她，有点不认得。]注：‘半岛’是一间现在已被荒废的大厦。原身是旺得要命。
[酱那个刘XX呢？你还有看到他吗？]陈老想起谁，问了一下。我被夹在中间，被迫要把他们之间的对白都听下去。
[早都走了咯！] 走了？该不会去了吧？
[噢。酱那个戴眼镜家里卖杂货那个女的？neh...数学很不错一下的。]
[那个也早都去了咯。十多年了。]
沉默了2秒。
[我们班现在剩下的就我咯，你还有住在Pilah的吴XX跟其他的几个。]
[对呀，人老了就很多病痛咯。什么事都会发生。]陈老说。
[Eh，还有那个爸爸修脚车的？哎呀……不记得名字了，有点胖胖的啊。]他想起什么再问了。
[那个啊！去了几十年咯！]几十年？！那不就英年早逝了？
[还有那个家里开咖啡店的啊，也是前阵子去了。]王老接着说。
[是咩？不过我很久没有去他的店喝了。]陈老没有惊讶的样子。
[不过他的店收了很久一下。]
接下来他们的对白就是再讨论到底‘岁月催人老，谁去谁留’……
我们现在问的都是‘你在哪里读书？’‘什么大学？’……
迟一点应该会开始问‘喂，听讲那个XXX结婚了咯！想不到咯！’
原来五十年后的我们，会慢慢问起这种问题。
啧啧！不寒而栗啊。
以上的对白的确发生过，任何人物和名字都是纯属虚构，如有雷同，请谅解。
29.6.10
25.6.10
☼ to Penang with ♥ - № 1
I received her text regarding the confirmation about the Penang Trip on 6pm , Sunday ( 20/06/2010 ). And we will off to Penang the next day morning.
Consider the flash one.
and is about the 2 best friends went to Penang and carving for foods.
and we reach Tanjung Malim at 11.05am. I wasn't know Tanjung Malim belongs to Perak until her friend said so! LOL. my geography knowledge is failed!
Morning view at Penang. near Gurney Plaza. Morning sunshine! :)
2 super-friendly-tour guide. They really spent their precious holidays and driving us here and there. Thanks! Emily (correct me if i am wrong) and Uron!Nice to know u guys too.
ahem, anyway, back to the trip members. 3 penangkia, 1 tanjung malim, 2 kl, and 1 ..i dunno from where. sorry. 5 is chemical engineering, 1 is soon-to-going for master in Mech. eng...and me, the only one who will study biology-related. And they make fun of it. haha.
is a new place! Spice garden. at first I thought it will be a place like got chilies hanging around.. kunyit, cinnamon, and others spices lying around on the floor for you to pick up.
and....the truth is not.
apparently..all the spices are in 'raw style',means all the greens you see in the garden might be medical usage, or the 'original look' of cinnamons, kunyit, gingers...
we all can't tell which is which,even they have a small board infront of the plant.I mean if you really want to know more about spices, ask for a guide. He can explain all of it damn well. 7 of us just buzzing around.
Bumped into some international school kids, they having study-trip. I mean literally, not like us.
in normal Malaysia's schools, 'Study trip' can be Genting visit.
their study trip come with a hand outs for each of the students, teacher will guide them to answer questions regarding to spices. I mean they really can learn things! extra knowledges.Good for them to know the differences between Ginger flowers and Water Lily. :D
That's the only thing that Engineering students will pay attentions to. :)
Big Swing + 'Happy Couple' hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ☺ (joking!)
Chen yee's coursemate- Ernest. who drove us from Tanjung Malim to penang, and from Penang bck to T.M. Thanks.
Lunch at Kochabi Taiwan. Funny huh? go Penang eat taiwan food! haha.But is awesome.
Inner decorations + food. nice. thumbs up ♥
Heyhey. thought we will visit Kek Lok Si, Penang Hill and others 'typical tourist interest' right?Nope. we actually went to places that bus wont stop for it.
4 Statue infront of Mahkamah Majistret. it is so nice and the night street view of Penang is so peaceful.
I have a thing about Penang's Victoria-English-Europe or any thing look so europe-ish. this is infront of the Speaker's Square. Do KL have this kind of Square??
Penang have a lot of different things compare to KL. except that the fact that part of them are under UNESCO.They have super lots of old buildings (which is kinda my things too)
See.
where i stopped?oh...ya. back to the night.this dude is trying to 'destroy' the parking-payment-machine. He basically tried to touch touched anything he saw along the road side (non-living things)
More to be updated. Have to shrink those photos to smaller size because here will take Forever to upload for big size photos.
ta-ta.
ta-ta.
17.6.10
我回来了
很久都没有带着这种心情blog了。
郁闷？开心？思念？什么屁都有。
王力宏的“你不在”真的有本事让我听了都会揪着心，感觉有点酸酸了。
不管当下是什么心情，但总会变得很难过，好像不见了什么。
工作了3个月半，终于可以松下来。
可以变得放肆，不管别人，只顾自己。
也不必为了一大堆文件烦恼。
虽然有人说我经不起考验和压力，我认了。我根本不适合关在办公室里，每天deal的就是电脑和文件。
我喜欢跟人沟通，毕竟有机会发言。
别在怀疑，我的文法的确退步了很多很多。整整半年，我没在方块字里打转。
那种像以前拼出来看了读了会鼻酸的句子很文章，都渐渐的离开了。
时过境迁，人和事物都不一样了。
再怎么说，人是会变的，说什么江山易改本性难移的屁话，根本不管用。
好像你认识了很久的人，突然变了，当然接受不了。
我有很多感觉堆积起来在心里，却无法用文字表达。
好像你想干什么，却做不到。
类似类似。
那天玩了一个测验，说B型狮子座。
我一向来都不太相信，因为相信的话就是任由那堆文字摆布。本来没有的都傻傻地相信。
结果测验很准。
“狮子座B型女看似坚强，很有领导能力，其实认真注意，她害怕孤独一个人……”
对。我喜欢lead，可是我怕被丢下来一个人没有朋友那种感觉，恶心。
可是我又不是很典型的，我喜欢lead,却不太喜欢负起很重大的责任，也许害怕失败而不敢向前。
因为失败的感觉很没脸，好像有些女孩没化妆出不了门那样。
7月26日凌晨0015分的B型狮子座女孩大概都是这样子的。
而且我没化妆出门还不带墨镜。
乘还没进入另一个墓碑 里程碑时，得找些事打发自己。
郁闷？开心？思念？什么屁都有。
王力宏的“你不在”真的有本事让我听了都会揪着心，感觉有点酸酸了。
不管当下是什么心情，但总会变得很难过，好像不见了什么。
工作了3个月半，终于可以松下来。
可以变得放肆，不管别人，只顾自己。
也不必为了一大堆文件烦恼。
虽然有人说我经不起考验和压力，我认了。我根本不适合关在办公室里，每天deal的就是电脑和文件。
我喜欢跟人沟通，毕竟有机会发言。
别在怀疑，我的文法的确退步了很多很多。整整半年，我没在方块字里打转。
那种像以前拼出来看了读了会鼻酸的句子很文章，都渐渐的离开了。
时过境迁，人和事物都不一样了。
再怎么说，人是会变的，说什么江山易改本性难移的屁话，根本不管用。
好像你认识了很久的人，突然变了，当然接受不了。
我有很多感觉堆积起来在心里，却无法用文字表达。
好像你想干什么，却做不到。
类似类似。
那天玩了一个测验，说B型狮子座。
我一向来都不太相信，因为相信的话就是任由那堆文字摆布。本来没有的都傻傻地相信。
结果测验很准。
“狮子座B型女看似坚强，很有领导能力，其实认真注意，她害怕孤独一个人……”
对。我喜欢lead，可是我怕被丢下来一个人没有朋友那种感觉，恶心。
可是我又不是很典型的，我喜欢lead,却不太喜欢负起很重大的责任，也许害怕失败而不敢向前。
因为失败的感觉很没脸，好像有些女孩没化妆出不了门那样。
7月26日凌晨0015分的B型狮子座女孩大概都是这样子的。
而且我没化妆出门还不带墨镜。
乘还没进入另一个
4.6.10
List to do.
It's quite a long time i didn't update this death blog.
So i decide to write something. at least make it like a update of my recent days.
I don't know for how long that nobody is viewing here,bcz my nuffnang bill still running down, and i need money.
for what?
I don't know. But if you asked me few weeks back, i will say "I need them for my trip".
and the trip thing nw is 3rd time enter the fail list.
not 100 % fail, but most of the chances.
of course I felf dissapointed...Mostly.and I felt stupid bcz i still throw so much hopes in, and yet , I didn't reach the dream.
I don't deserve it? Maybe.
For many years, I listed down the place I want to visit before I married or tied to something that I can't runway from.
1. Taiwan
2. Hong Kong
3. Hawaii
4. Guam
5. Bali
6. London/United Kingdom
7. Melbourne
8. France
9. Italy
10. Vienna
11. Venice
12. New York/Boston/ Seattle/ Washington D.C
and none of this ever come true.
Even my friends also get boring because I keep saying that I want to go Pulau Redang.
and till nw, nothing happened.
I keep ask my friend who work at travel agency for price quotations,
and till now, he also get fed up, because he didn't earn a single cent from me. haha.
I think I'll just stay at home and pretend I am in somewhere else.
I need a new phone. Still hunting for the right one.
For me handphone is not just a HP that simple, it has to be something I fall in love at the first sight and forever.
watched Valentine's Day online.
wait for Dear John!
So i decide to write something. at least make it like a update of my recent days.
I don't know for how long that nobody is viewing here,bcz my nuffnang bill still running down, and i need money.
for what?
I don't know. But if you asked me few weeks back, i will say "I need them for my trip".
and the trip thing nw is 3rd time enter the fail list.
not 100 % fail, but most of the chances.
of course I felf dissapointed...Mostly.and I felt stupid bcz i still throw so much hopes in, and yet , I didn't reach the dream.
I don't deserve it? Maybe.
For many years, I listed down the place I want to visit before I married or tied to something that I can't runway from.
1. Taiwan
2. Hong Kong
3. Hawaii
4. Guam
5. Bali
6. London/United Kingdom
7. Melbourne
8. France
9. Italy
10. Vienna
11. Venice
12. New York/Boston/ Seattle/ Washington D.C
and none of this ever come true.
Even my friends also get boring because I keep saying that I want to go Pulau Redang.
and till nw, nothing happened.
I keep ask my friend who work at travel agency for price quotations,
and till now, he also get fed up, because he didn't earn a single cent from me. haha.
I think I'll just stay at home and pretend I am in somewhere else.
I need a new phone. Still hunting for the right one.
For me handphone is not just a HP that simple, it has to be something I fall in love at the first sight and forever.
watched Valentine's Day online.
wait for Dear John!
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