Au Revoir 2011.

So, guess every shittest thing happened in your life gonna walk into graveyard very soon.
I mean.. 2012 is coming babe!
what happened in 2011 just let it be. I don't do resolutions since year 2010 because the resolution for 2009 doesn't happen

I had an incredible year of 2011. Let's see.
1. Start with neutral feelings, keep studying aim for "no re-sit" goal..-Checked. Passed Sem 2 like nobody business.

2. Went for a birthday trip to Australia with Chen Yee, ma best friend since 2003. - Checked. 2 weeks spent in Gold Coast, Brisbane and Sydney.. Love it.

3. Joined Cheerleading. - Checked.  have a lot of fun and it feels great!

4. Went for a club. - Checked.  Not bad la..overall.

5. Joined a run.- Checked.  10km around KL. which earned me this special gift : customized finisher tee with name and time.

6. Drove to south. - Checked. unintentionally happened but is a freaking good experiences that I shall never drive any long distance with my car again.

7. Fall in love and heartbroken (Partially). - Checked. Feel happy and sad. Laughter and cries did built me a very good memories. Thanks for showing up in my life.


8. Met a celebrity. - Checked. Met our very own Jess Lee at my hometown. She have an incredible voice.














9. Ohh! Changed a new hairstyle. Does this count? - Checked.  permed my hair. Now gone wavy and curly.

2012 is coming..Like real soon. I do hope everyone that I know have a great year ahead. A good start. I believe next year gonna be very awesome as we will having 29 days in February.
As for me, I will be having a hectic upper half of 2012. Timetable shows 8-6pm almost everyday start 3rd Jan.(fuck la who wanna go class on 3rd day of 2012? even Primary and Secondary school kids also start on 4th. We are one day earlier! )

I surely miss all the days in 2011. Every single day I didn't feel wasted until lately.Oops.
All the laughs, tears, hates and jealousy should be gone by now.
Because we gotta welcome 2012 with a blank. Let's fun fill in the blanks and enjoy to the most of the every day in 2012. If we gonna face world end at 2012..So why we must die in regrets? IF it is happen, I gonna die in my smile, reflecting all the fun I have lived.

Thanks for those who clicking to this pity blog. Million thanks.

Yours truly, becky.


xoxo 

Fa la la la la.

Yep. I went to perm my hair.
and no hair washing in 2 days. can't imagine.

Taking this change as new beginning of my life. ☺
8 days left to 2012. I gonna left all the sadness and happy memories behind.
What's happened in 2011 are gonna stay there.
Although I'm pretty sure I will miss all the things that had completed my 21st year.

Suddenly realized that my Aussie trip post still stuck at Sydney. ohfck
I am a lazy blogger. But I will try to continue it before 2011 ends.

Gonna spend my Christmas weekends at home. Lying on my bed and do nothing. sigh. This is foreveralone Christmas.

Till then, Loves from me.
Merry Christmas again!

some random crap post.

 People just put your bet ya? There's a lot of saying that, a romance relationship can never win over friendship.
I am confused.

A lot.

From what I have been through, not just once, but twice. Well, the first hit was quite impressive and its really took me almost entire semester to get through. The second hit was okay since we were quite far apart from each other. 

I shall never knew, when you see the one that you recognized as 'best friend', could just walk away from you and like it's never happened. I am not that kind of person who are willingly to accept the fact that you came into my life, make some tornadoes, and just 'poof'!

As my age is increasing..(uhm. yes!) I learnt that no one could really stay at your side like forever. In the end you will be lying in the coffin ALONE. not like there's another compartment that will fit another person unless u custom made it. wtf i m talking about. #lamejoke

in the other end, there are always a bunch of people who we call friends are there. Is that even true? I am not so sure. I have met thousands of people and few hundreds of acquaintance, hundreds of friend but actually, there will be only less than 5 of true friend. 

Anyway, the year 2012 is coming. I don't actually give a shit about end of the world. just treasure whatever you have now. Love the people who are sincere and just walk away from who are don't, as I always say : Life is short, so don't give a damn on what is happened and looking forward for some future excitement.

Merry Christmas 2011 people! 

thanks for reading this crap. ;)

budak.kids.xiăo hái.

I adore kids. babies. I love them.
I can spend hours just to have a little fun time with them.(babymaniac)

I don't hv elder brother or sister who recently get married or having kids.
No way I could see my cousin's children that often unless important family occasion.


One old photo- My little cousin.


Another cousin.

See? How cute they are. I seriously can spent hours and hours in chasing them, playing with them.
I love their life. Everytime I see a baby, i will have a voice saying in my mind : I wish I was him/her. Life is less complicated for them, only diapers,poopoo,peepee,milk,food,toy,sleep,nap.

They don't even bother what is the time now.They don't really understand what's going on around them.
All they care is the love that adults gave to them.

I was visiting my friend few weeks back and first met this baby. Not my friend's.
His mum is babysitting a baby girl call Jessie. which this little young lady have a superstrong personality.
She knew you are a stranger, but..she didn't cry and yelled like some other kids do. Oh yea, she is 1 year old plus. She will look at you, or more appropriate , OBSERVE you. try to figure out who are you and what are you doing here in this house. First time I tried to held her and she start making faces. sigh.

2nd time of my visit, probably without my spec and my hair was in ponytail, she probably can't recognise me.hahaha! So when she get out from the crib, she just lying against me at the sofa. I felt so warm *cries* . Soooo cute!

Why this baby/kids post came up? I was browsing fb, saw one album from a woman I knew, titled about in memory of her daughter.
I felt instant tears rolling down through my cheek.
I never knew she lost her child few years back.
sigh. I could say no more. I feel sad. Deeply sad. although I never met the child. It's must be super hard for her to let go after weeks of pregnancy, brought her here to this world, joining as a part of the family. Sometimes life is a joke.

Hey there little girl, I am kinda late in knowing you but I know you are having a good time now at heaven as God's pretty little angel. You are adorable and I believe you are a good kid. My love will always be with you. <3

If there is a chance, I would like to have kids.

We are all in this together :)

*All photos below are taken from Christina Chan's + Audrey's + Selena's albums. because i do not own a camera dring the trip.



Okay. So I went to Port Dickson and Malacca for a small weekend getaways with my cheer team members.
we have 5 cars on the road and supposingly, minus one car on the way back.
Here's the story.
GuanYan; one of the driver, will drive back to JB after the trip. (Supposingly)
So they will have problems coming back to KL with 18 ppl in 3 cars.
So I am driving (YES!) because my car can fit 3 ppl which will solve the problems that we have no enough cars.

my little kancil. ;)

Oh so, we have 5 cars to PD. 6 cars to malacca which another member, Cedric meet us from Seremban.
I am superextremelyproud of my car didn't have problems or what during the trip because Kancil ain't designed for long distance driving. Thank goodness I didn't fall asleep on the way back. i m done driving long distance, if necessary i shall drive till malacca.

Ready for check- in @ Glory Beach Resort.

 me @ the beach.#lousyposer


Me, Hui Inn and Hui Min.


DracoCheer All Girls. <3

So as Draco Cheer Team, we will always try to stunt whenever we can and everywhere.
even in the pool.


Customised Basket Toss.


Basket Toss with Joe's toe touch. Awesomeshit.


left: EngSeng, Seng Juong, Hui Inn, Hui Min and Lizhuang.


Joe's Pretty Girl stunt.(half) haha


me, ee von and hui min. :)


As I said, we will try to stunt everywhere. Now is @ the beach.


I like this shot. :)


me with superhawt Selena :)


:) me with Selena's hat.

We did had a great time at PD and then headed to Malacca the next day.
Due to heavy traffic, it took us almost 2 hours from PD to Malacca which is totally bullshit.
then we went to Jonker street for lunch  dinnuch(dinner + lunch) at 4pm.

I did some irresponsible cum dangerous driving stunt which involved several rule breakings..hmmmph.

And finally headed home at 830pm something.
Drove with almost half closed eye lid and manage to drop my passangers back home safely. Thank god.

Conclusion: I shall never drive long distance again, unless is necessary or super important such as matter of live or death,and further distance i can go is Malacca. That's it. NO MORE.

and I went to Nike Run the next morning. 10km distance, consider nothing for those pros but for me, is such a big thing as I have only half energy left for running walking. But at least I finished the run, crossed the line and I feel proud and i got a limited edition gifts! Nike shoe pendrive! cute max.



Dear DracoCheerTeam2011, I am happy that I joined the team this year. never regret.
I am glad to have you all with me in my 3rd semester.
I am not sure whether I will join for the next IMU cup but memories that we built are way more beautiful. and I appreciated that. We did bond super well with all those outings and BBQ sessions, hopefully see somemore gathering. Till then, study hard and <3 you all.

宅女day 2 我觉得我很像人妻 只是不犀利

别误会啊，放假期间没偷偷变人妻。
因为钱包变得很瘦，所以没有办法跑出去，连汽油也不能打。

哇哩咧。
这是放假中的学生该有的生活么？
应该在外面疯癫疯癫的……
想打工却有点不舍得假期就这样忙碌掉，因为真正的忙碌明年已经在等着我去熬。

第二天宅在家了！昨天兴致勃勃的开始追看[成均馆绯闻]，第5集一直到刚才17集。
当然我有睡觉啦哈哈哈，只是不懂是不是古时代的韩语很难翻译啊？我有看字幕也不能明白。

早上起身送二小姐去搭LRT后回家Facebook就一直打开着。然后[成均馆绯闻] 也连续几个小时不间断。
News feed也是一直被我refresh refresh，
但是我还是很珍惜兼充分的消磨时间。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

噢对，我看韩剧有个坏习惯：一到拖拉的地方我就fast forward……耐不住啊。

话说，我真的没办法想象那种被称为宅男宅女的人怎么在家度过啊？
还有，家庭主妇怎么可以在家煲剧？
怎么可以？！

 *

最近看了In Time.

Justin Timberlake 演的，故事构思很好，真正带出了我们每天都说的时间就是金钱，生命跟金钱脱离不了的关系。

宅女的日子还要忍多一天！ （痛苦）

很多事 你不祈求 老天爷会赐给你

我决定不说人生有很多事是徒劳无功的。
在我几乎每天泡在图书馆、念书念到三更半夜才回家 外加
回到家凉也不冲，一直等到眼皮都快盖下来了才想用洗澡来提神 外加
咖啡一天猛喝三杯（无意中）的日子 外加
蓬头垢面的日子（I swear it's true!），都没怎么照镜子 外加
眼袋挂到鼻翼的日子……

终于，考试都通过了！虽然CGPA还是很低，是个污点。
如果那时候的那一场小考好好考了或许会到达目标。

我撕开成绩的那瞬间，寻找的是congratulations这个字。我曾经fail过，所以我知道fail了的成绩单上写的是一堆废话让你去重考等等……就是没有congratulations这个字。
看到后我居然是想哭的感觉，我也不知道为什么。
只是知道再盯着成绩单久一点我就会流眼泪了。

感动。
再感动。

但是又不太能表露你开心的感觉因为怕影响到那些有点不幸运的同学。
那种放松而笑的心情我是直到晚餐后才有的，可能那种紧张感还在。

*
我拿到成绩后第一个想到的人就是老大。

我说过，朋友对我来说是像每天都要吃东西一样重要。
最近，都没什么很close的朋友，我耐不住孤独。
所以老大就出现了。

我知道fb可以聊天，缩短距离跨过时间区之类的‘异常功能’，拉近人与人之间的距离。
但是重点我要的是真人朋友。
有时候隔着荧幕，我还是有点不习惯。我的大嘴巴是要用来说话的。
所以有时候我可以把同样的事，跟不同的人讲。变得到最后也没重点了。我也不知道怎么变成这样。囧

我以为21岁很多事都能够以21岁的智商来解决，但是不能。有时候你要假象自己还是10岁，把事情看得简单一些，心里就比较好过。

我以为21岁面对的事都不复杂，但是没有。每天每分每秒，都会有意想不到兼super复杂的烂摊子。

我以为21岁的我会很理智的，但是不是。有时候，我还是很冲动，被感觉牵着走却把理智抛在脑后。

我以为21岁的我们，都是一群热血的疯子，但是不是。真正的疯子只是几个，只是大家都没那么热血了。

还要不停的长大呢。 :)

人生本就有很多事是徒劳无功的

座位前， 座位后。男孩的衣服背上开始出现蓝色墨点。

[那些年·我们一起追的女孩]by刀大终于在马来西亚上映了。
我本来抱着很激动的心情要看这部电影……
可能是因为面子书到处都是相关的照片和电影中的经典名句~

搞得我还没看就对电影产生了情绪抗体。（刀大对不起！）

这本书是我接触刀大的第一本书，后来陆陆续续买了[爱九把刀系列]的书本。感谢有个朋友热情推介我要看他的书。

我是个守旧兼有点老土的人，我很享受两张手掌之间捧着的爱情故事，一页一页的跟着看柯腾傻气幼稚的追着沈佳宜。看了电影我觉得还好，还是比较喜欢小说。我觉得很羡慕刀大的人生，那么多的喜气、青春、友谊、涩涩的爱情、眼泪交织的年轻，那么的激动和热血。

我的那些年，有点搞笑。但是认识了几个很好的朋友，也算有了一些很好的美丽开头。
也多亏了刀大，这个没生气的blog才诞生。
我也带着班门弄斧的态度乱乱创作，到后来中文没什么念，也只到了中五程度，写着写着发现词汇也是有限公司。

柯腾和沈佳宜之间的情愫和友谊，在我看完小说的时候会感到莫名的遗憾。
有时候，真的会像故事里的情节，彼此会羡慕在另一个平行时空的‘我们’应该是在一起的。

刀大的小说有别于一般的小说。我的小书柜收藏的作者作品有Sophie Kinsella, Nicholas Sparks, J.K Rowling, 还有九把刀是唯一的华人作者。我很少看华语小说是因为有时候太过繁华的用词然我想象不到故事情节。刀大的用词直接，故事那样，就是那样。没别的。

在这里还是要推荐大家去看一下这个电影。
回味一下那些年，大家的青春。

十年后，我们大家都会说，那些年，我们都疯狂回忆青春。

21岁的我（我们），还年轻。
要achieve something，就要像刀大说的‘人生就是要不停的战斗’。
考试结束了就有莫名的空虚感。
是时候把书展买的一堆书都看了吧。
希望考试一定要通过！

迟到

忘了上一次更新是什么时候了。
我知道上一篇依然停留在澳洲，是很久以前的事了。对不起啊啊啊啊

我的人生在后来发生了一些事。

平凡的人生变得有点涟漪和波浪
不小心得跌进坑洞
擦破了皮
有小小损伤

我是孩子气的狮子座
我一定要倾诉才能痊愈
也逼了朋友当听众
不好意思啊

所以我学会了 有些事不需要投入任何希望
因为有时候只是一场美好的假象
那种难能可贵的柯达瞬间 不知道几时再会遇上了

谢谢你 让我体会到安全感
我不知道你是不是Mr.Right，不过还是谢谢你给我那么一次的机会
让我感受到原来这些小事都可以很幸福
我傻傻地投入希望 但是还是可以跟你做朋友
也挺好的不是么？

身边的朋友们都嘛恋爱去了
真替她们开心
要幸福噢 ♥

还有几天就要大考了
不懂是不是暴风雨前的平静，
我还没有感受到压力爆炸的感觉

我需要动力。

25号的海边，等我，我就来。

☼、沙滩~

P/S：同学们都说我是不是参加Cheerleading后运动量变大，看起来瘦了。
（有点暗爽，不过自知之明，重量根本就是一样）

青春的尾巴4 - 倩怡的鞋子没了和我们眼睛都张很大

5/6 是第二天了，我们起了个早，要回到Circular Quay，据旅游书说那里有Sunday Market。想给他逛一逛。

早上的Hyde Park，想说要寻找倩怡前一晚飞走的围巾。

嘻嘻。

我知道我这个照片很好笑，我们的表情也怪怪的。

本来依照前一天的路线，我们直接走到Circular Quay,没想到，前一晚接近掉队的鞋底，今早就……分离了。鞋子的主人被逼要用橡皮筋裹着前脚，然后我们想直冲Chinatown去买鞋了。哈哈，由于鞋子变得鳄鱼，主人的心情也开始受影响了。我们眼里想找的就是便宜和好穿的鞋！

路途经过这个。大城市的中间就有这个啊。

早上的街景。今天是星期天。

经过我们风尘仆仆脚程加速之后，我们终于来到了位于Quay Street 的Chinatown.

电车！

就在这里，鞋子的主人买了一双蓝色的娃娃鞋。就是照片里，黄色鞋子后面的那些蓝色。

商场外的乞丐狗。它们要筹医药费（不是开玩笑）但是主人也太不负责任了，这样把狗留在这里讨钱。

换了鞋子的倩怡，心情也换了。哈哈

我们去了Paddy's Market，像这里的茨场街。

来乱的。

Chinatown 里的一个街。

搞笑路名。不愧是华人地方，一定要‘发’而且也要‘多利’。

照字面，Factory Street应该要叫：工厂街。

前往Darling Harbour 的路途看到一个摩天轮。

*这篇未完成。待续，各位先看着。

青春的尾巴3 - 噢啦啦悉尼我们来了

首先我要90度鞠躬，对不起。
这篇是迟到了，而且很久。

4/6

兴奋呀。

出发到悉尼-耗时1个小时半。

抵达悉尼后，我们就搭了Airport Train, 要到Central 车站，然后转火车到King's Cross Station. 它就好像这里的KLIA EXPRESS 一样的用途。火车来到我眼前的时候，吓死了。双层火车啊，还是头一次见。想当初小时候在新加坡看到双层巴士都已经高兴得要死。

火车内部。我们坐在下层。

到了Central站。

像不像电视电影里的纽约？我觉得还蛮像的。到了悉尼给我的感觉是：城市、繁忙而且入夜了以后会比较危险。

然后我们转达Eastern Suburb Link 的 Cityrail到King's Cross去。$3.20一趟。若不说，我也不知道King's Cross原来是当地著名的红灯区，好像这里的Chow Kit一样。但是相比之下看起来比较整齐。

在我们刚抵达悉尼的时候，发生了一件事。倩怡小姐的鞋子，有点不听话的选择在这个时候……

嗯。不需要我说明吧~哈哈哈

这个是我们在Bourke Street找到的‘家’，未来的2夜我们就要在这里睡。话说，这间Backpackers是很便宜（澳币），而且环境不错，没有很差。我这次旅行讲的是玩，所以厕所长得不怎么体面我还可以接受。天气冷，所以冲凉也随便随便。厕所没有很好，到头来也没影响我们很多。

过后我们也当了一下Auntie去附近的超市买晚餐：面包和罐头。没办法，来到这里就是省。在Backpackers有一间厨房，由于我们是第一次住backpackers,所以还不大习惯那么多人。厨房是公用的，你在外面买什么回来煮他们都不介意，只要你有清理干净就好。

我们的晚餐是杯面，所以很快的，煲了水就可以吃。其他人有牛肉饭、意大利面、韩式晚餐……噢，这间Backpackers有很多韩国人在这里居住，多数是跟我们差不多岁数的，大概是打工一族。所以哈韩的朋友不妨来这里看一看，韩国的oppa们都很不错看噢。(#^.^#)

厨房里。

我们的房间。C2

话说，房间在我们到达的时候已经有了两个人住进去了。所以一间房4个人，我们预定的是All Female dorm，不过却有一个男的跟我们一起住。好在他人很好，不然我赶快就离开。他们是意大利人，目前在墨尔本工作，趁有时间来这里玩。

左：Samanta，在墨尔本教意大利文，英文很不错噢。

男的：Stefano,在墨尔本的某个咖啡店当Barista,意大利人嘛对咖啡都是很有研究的（我想），跟他说话比较难因为他英文不大流利，所以我们两个不同国籍语言的人沟通全靠samanta当翻译。这次真正的听到意大利文，又快又有卷舌音，好像绕口令。

接下来我们就跟他们一起夜游悉尼。

我也没想到，这个还蛮random的。

对！就是这个。最具象征性的歌剧院。Sydney Opera House

由于本人摄影技术是垫底，所以不会拍摄夜景。浪费死了！那么贵的相机到我手中却不会用。我们从Backpackers一路走了大概一个小时才到这里。我们是幸运的，因为那两个星期有Vivid Sydney灯光秀，所以有很多不同的镭射灯放射到歌剧院屋顶，把沉闷的白色变得绚丽缤纷。秒杀相机的储存量。

我们也登上了另一个景点：Harbour Bridge，她就是跟歌剧院一套的那座桥。

就是这个啦，明信片都有的。

红点说：恭喜你，你已经到了桥中央。

前面的女人是Samanta，由于他们早上就在走，所以她的脚已经开始喊救命了。

从桥上望去的Circular Quay.

 过不久，也有人的脚要喊救命了。

下了一阵毛毛雨后的悉尼，晚上是另一种神态。白天像很认真的老头，晚上变得很YOUNG。由于那晚是Saturday Night,照理说，都是疯狂的一晚。也让我见识了悉尼的夜生活。如果旅途没有Stefano 和Samanta，我们也不敢夜游。毕竟是大城市。

天气微冷，女生都穿很短的裙，在套上一个厚皮衣，到了Club就脱下。而且一路走来发现很多间夜店都开在大街，不像我们这里的比较隐秘。而且很热闹，整条街都有人喝醉酒，吐得满地都是。也有人在大街上跳舞，管他车来车往。

回到Backpackers已经是1点多。我们就梳洗睡觉。在这之前，让我揭露脚的主人。

她不是别人，就是……

噔噔！随着右鞋底的根部留在桥上之外，左鞋底也开始脱离队伍了。

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（还有更精彩的哟还有更精彩的哟还有更精彩的哟还有更精彩的哟还有更精彩的哟！）

不好意思，要分2篇来写悉尼，因为用脚走路的行程，拍的照片和看到的地方都很多。本人是比较固执，一定要把走到的地方都写。

p/s: 很高兴认识Samanta 和Stefano，他们第二天早上就回墨尔本了。我们也继续了脚程。