It's March already and still marching forward

A little updates of my current life:
Reports,assignments and assignments. It's like never end.


I hope I own a camera or something. will make my life easier on taking photos.
My phone is not really designed for photo taking but at least i can use it to capture something funny around my life.
but...I need bigger mega pixel! daahahahhhaha.


yes, I booked myself a holiday trip as 21st birthday celebration. together with my sec school bff.
I don't throw a party. cz I dunno who I should invite and who I shouldn't.
Waiting ppl to rsvp to event is gila and exhausting. They might ffk you at the last moment. 
21st party must be very impressive * my thought


Shhht. I am 21st! Not reaching birthday yet so just count as 20 la.
Hmmm....recently I have been recruited as one of the Malats&Aunties gang in my course. In case you dunno what is Malats = Ma Lat Lou (cantonese). Aunties for sure are girls la.
We basically have one characteristic in common. Like to eat everywhere and have fun. C'est Le Vie is like our motto or something. So,we are enjoying every moment of uni life, took silly photos, drinking, crack some lame jokes. We are not the studious type that will sit our ass together and say "hello books!".  I mean of cz we all are students, but we hardly have 14 of us together and study. study thing, we are in separate ways. :) 


Things that we do together are EAT and PLAY.


So, I will try to update this pity blog.
gonna continue hunt down those assignments! 

昔日今天还有不明的未来

很想，回到小时候。

因为那时候的我们生活简单。

“老师，早上好。”

很想，回到那年我们都是青春的一群少年。

那么一点点的叛逆。

尝到初恋，酸涩甜的味道。

来得及，抓住青春的尾巴，战战兢兢地步入社会。

 

很想，回到那年。

我们都长大了……一点。

像风筝一样，飞得很高，但还是被线系着。

一味的，要找寻所谓的自由。

也向往放洋的生活。

*

现在的我们，总爱在迷茫中，像孩子一样，嚷着要回到过去。

惦记着停留在那段美好时光的我们，其实是禁不起现实的压力考验。

总是想当年，羡慕小时候的自己，无忧无虑。

不必为爱情烦恼。

不必为了争取学分耍小计。

我们每天都比昨天长大了一些，成熟了一点。

看事物也看得透一点。

学会了机警在危难中抽身，才不至于一败涂地。

也学会了控制脾气，怕坏了事。

更加明白了，弱肉强食不只是动物世界的专利，也是人类的本性。

这一点一滴慢慢的填满我们的思想，覆盖着昔日的童真。

小时候做错事，总有父母责骂和安慰。但是这些都不是必然的。

适时学会成长，偶尔把自己缩小一些，才可以明白，地球不是绕着你转，是你要学会如何让地球转得好。

21岁的我，慢慢开始前进。

芙蓉小镇-出名的不只是烧包了

人怕出名猪怕肥。

这句话我非常赞同，尤其是今晚之后。

我两样都怕，但是我觉得一个人成名了会影响很多事。比如从大闸门走进家门短短15秒不到的时间，她用了半个小时。

我外婆和婆婆家都在芙蓉。一个本来出名的是烧包的小镇，现在多了一个李佳薇姐姐。
今年除夕夜到初三，亲朋戚友在拜年期间讨论的除了一些时事还有李佳薇姐姐。
对，就是第七届超级星光大道的总冠军。
因为她把这个小镇的名字镶在国际之间了，虽然没有突然爆出一大堆游客这种事，但大家都知道这届冠军哪来的。什么小学，什么中学，突然都沾光了。我也是~ \(#^.^#)/ 沾一沾！

今天我遇到她啦外加握手和照相~ 真是幸运，所以来年我万事顺利到爆。

*
新的一年，突然多了很多小孩。
我也第一次抱过很多一岁不到的小孩。
很软，很香。Me很有潜质做保姆。（瞎话）
他们的世界很美好，不用赶report，不用开口讲话。

祝大家兔年行好运！发大财！桃花运连连，全都是好的！学业步步高升！

Week 2

Nah. not counting maternal term ni. haha!

i've been through 2nd week of this semester. Which I am glad that I can get through from sem 1. with a lousy result. super low cGPA.

My gang in the course was went from 5 to 4. And on monday the 5th ppl will back from boredom to class. Finally he is approved for passing.and the uni earn another extra rm500 for few ticks in remark papers.

I learnt from my mistake in passed sem.
1. Didn't study for 200%.
2. Thought I am that kind of smart ass.
3. and actually I am lousy.
4. Not concentrate enough. Too many in-class outing . Either mentally or physically.

I stated some of my goals for this sem. Which later i gonna practice it.
1. Study everything and don't care about tips or whatsoever.
2. Don't go out too much between classes. cz most of the times we never reach uni in time after that and have to skipped it.

And thanks to my mum for not nagging me , and didn't scold me for low cGPA.
  I will promise you that I will pay 200% will and goodness into my studies. So your investment is worth for it and I 'll make you proud when I toss my square hat up to the blue sky.


To everyone out there who are struggling to survive in new semester/trimester like I do:
We gonna get through all of these!

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone. Have you all did your CNY shopping yet?
I gonna do the 2nd round in next week.

p/s: can't wait to meet my friends.

Sorry That I Loved You

他在橱窗外注视着她。

她把所有的摆设抹干净，虽然顾客不多，但是整间店是一尘不染。

[欢迎光临！] 门口的铃铛在顾客进来的时候响了一下。

一个妇女牵着小孩在店里绕了一圈，小孩东摸摸西摸摸，不小心就把摆在架子上的玩偶打破了。她被一声惊醒，想追着妇女要钱但这个时候人影都不见了。

[怎么那么分神？]他看着她在店里打扫碎片，喃喃自语的说。

[看什么那么入神啊，旭？ ……你的前女友？] 穆木拍了拍他的肩膀，向店里望去。
他点点头。

[你呢？去找了谁？]

[一个老朋友啊，因为一场误会而分开了。她还很好，不错。]穆木说。

[你爱她吗？] 穆木点点头。

[我也是。但是我们都是时候放手了不是吗？]旭无奈的继续望着里面的她。

[对。不过希望她们都放手了。太累了。]穆木空洞的说。

[等我一下，我到对面花店。总该买些什么吧。]旭说。

[你要怎么送啊？当面啊？别犯规呀！] 穆木大喊。旭老早跑到对面去了。

[伪装不就好了吗。] 他说。

*

[叮铃！] 店门被推开。

[欢迎光临！]

[小姐，有人叫我送花来这个地址。] 花店店员把一大束的太阳花递给她。

[噢。谢谢。] 店员礼貌地笑笑以后就离开了。

穆木看着里面的她，旭在一旁得意的微笑着。

[这样不好吧？要是被发现了你就走不了！]穆木担心的说。

[没关系。反正我们都不会回来这里了。]

她望着一堆看起来颇有生气的太阳花，样子却没有快乐。
打开附着的卡片，她的嘴角微微向上。她一直都坚信自己的感觉。

“郁惠，你愿意以后都像旭阳那样快乐的生活下去吗？答应我，要快乐”

[你看啦！弄她哭了啦。]穆木说。

[希望她哭完这一次就好。]

[干嘛送太阳花？]穆木不解。

[因为我叫旭，我说太阳是我的，所以每次我对着她都把太阳叫着旭阳。因为她说太阳花都向着太阳，所以她说自己是太阳花，每次都向着我。]

穆木和旭看着店里良久，沉默的。

[走啦，到时间了。看多几眼都没差吧，到下一世你就不记得了。]穆木拉着他。

留下的只是繁忙的街道，店里面静谧的氛围，她啜泣的声音。

[旭，我会快乐的。]


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