11.11.09

The Climb.The turning point.

is not the lyrics of Miley's song. but this song bring mostly what i want to say.
i finished most of my papers today.not once at the time but the hard one ended today.

i thought chemistry paper 4 'how-hard-could-it-be?', i was wrong.
include everything i studied, it still not enough to score high marks.
my future is depend on it, and now i really screwed it up. not that i did BADLY or TERRIBLE, but deep down my heart, i feel this still not enough for me. i really feel that my tears is rolling down in my heart, not through my cheeks.

i made many mistakes,and all blame to no one but myself.
i am not typically A-list student, and i wonder how they can score A in every papers?
if i could get a C, i will feel thankful to GOD.the infinity of grateful.

if not, everything i planned and want for the future, will soon turn to ashes.

1 comment:

Nighty Cat said...

don be so sad, i understand how u feel... same thing happen to me in university life... everything in the paper seems so unfamiliar...

u have tried ur best, so don be sad for it...