The Climb.The turning point.

is not the lyrics of Miley's song. but this song bring mostly what i want to say.
i finished most of my papers today.not once at the time but the hard one ended today.

i thought chemistry paper 4 'how-hard-could-it-be?', i was wrong.
include everything i studied, it still not enough to score high marks.
my future is depend on it, and now i really screwed it up. not that i did BADLY or TERRIBLE, but deep down my heart, i feel this still not enough for me. i really feel that my tears is rolling down in my heart, not through my cheeks.

i made many mistakes,and all blame to no one but myself.
i am not typically A-list student, and i wonder how they can score A in every papers?
if i could get a C, i will feel thankful to GOD.the infinity of grateful.

if not, everything i planned and want for the future, will soon turn to ashes.

lazy post.*random

while everyone are sitting infront of their study tables..
i went to the new-built Carrefour hypermarket with my mum.
and my mum regreted about it.
cz when 3 of us go anywhere with her, we will buy this and that. according to her, those are useless and nonsense thingy.[mostly are food]


i bought 2 books and one key-chainf.y.i, i bought the key chain cz it looks cute.harhar.
went back home.sat quietly in front of my table and doing my pure math past year papers.
binomial expansions are driving me crazy.
especially those attached with partial fractions.wtf

after god-knows-how-long, i started digging nonsense, cleaning up the table..konon-nya.try to looking for something suprising my life?
and i found this. A Card.

almost forgot about this.

opened it and i laughed. the big Ha-Ha. in case you wondering..

see those cracked 'humans'? is made of 'tanah liat' x sure about the name in english

although is a normal birthday card, but with those human thingy, make it so unusual. and the card became fragile.

notice the 2nd human on the right?*zoom.. zoom*

'he' loses half of 'his' face!

heehee. i feel this is funny and decided to blog about it.see? how boring i am.blogging about a card.

i received presents when i was younger.mostly are photo frames.

this is kinda special. 'fragile card'.

wish everyone happy-studying. and mooncake festival.f.y.i, tonight cant see the moon. =(

Life.Miracle.Death.Ends.

I learned about life today.

life made when two gametes fused together and form the simplest group of cells.

life ends when the time has come.

life or death is a part of cycle. everyone will die eventually in the end. it's just the matter of time and the way.

peacefully, or tragically.

even with the pulse and breathing, but the brain has stop functioning.medically, you are nothing but a live corpse.

it happened when i was in the middle of my hospital duty. i think this will be one of the cases that i wont forget for the rest of my life.

we cant choose whether we want die in bed or die in car accident.
it's just the fate.

it's not just the TVB hong kong drama we watched. not the Grey's Anatomy.
it's reality.

i was shocked. my tears was dropping. theirs were flooding the whole emergency room.
cried for life.
cried for miracle.

ya. is just a part of the life.

36 days left.

trial exam ends last wednesday. catched up a movie with the best friend at klcc.

nothing special.

except that the A2 exam is goin to come in 36 days? gees.
i just keep dreaming about the post-exam days.

everyone is so hardworking. past year papers is carried everywhere.

i jz realized sumthing on last friday-if u care about ur dignity, u won't get true friends.
what's friends for? is to help you realize who you really are. not to smile at you and say 'it's nice' even though u have the worst hairstyle that day.
friend should be telling you that- 'dude, ur hair look sucks today'.

you should be able to accept it cz they are the 'mirror' of your life.
not cover your ears and turn away from them.

people learn from mistakes (if you really admit about it)

so i guess i learnt a lesson.
haha.

let's get the exam-mood started~ woohooo!

Take a Break.

today went midvalley with the best friend, piang.
no movie, just walk around, spent money around.

when we were at the ktm kajang, we thought of 'safety precautions' due to the flu.wear mask in the train. and we took off the mask when we enter the mall. shouldn't we wear it whole day? i know. but i think i gonna die before i kena the flu cz i feel like lacking of air.

the best friend. ♥

f.y.i, the fake house are one of the un-done hari raya decoration at the centre court.

when our stomach started to complain, we decided to have lunch at The Garden,a restaurant that we thought it would be there. and guess what, we walked for almost an hour to find a restaurant that DOESN'T EXIST at all. wtf

then we ended up eating KimGary's.

basically, nothing to talk about today.just take a break before the hard time comes.☺

i heard that Arthur's Day coming in Sept. i want to go! [mostly is impossible cz i dunno how to go. haha!]