30.4.09

自欺欺人

我想现在回到家里的有些人们都忙着看信箱。

世界上最糟的事莫过于成绩考得很差还在你无法截拦邮差把成绩寄到你家。
[看不明白的话,慢慢读。]

有的人自首,说考得不好是一时大意。
有人被爸妈发觉后,臭骂了一顿,然后默默不出声。
我妈当着我的面撕开信封,问了为什么考不好,然后希望我考好些。
我反而感到意外,可说是有点措手不及。
[说到底,她想我念师训嘛]

我近来很意外的不是自己,勤劳得我自己都害怕。
害怕自己会变成考试的傀儡,和书本的木偶。
我从来都不是,不属于书本的类群。

以人类为生物界的精英来说,我们每天都得念书、上班,做一些普通生物不会接触的事。
你有看过狗在烦恼毕业以后要读什么吗?
你有看过长颈鹿因为在数自己的斑点而烦恼吗?

为什么人类就要读书,成为生物的精英呢?
如果大吉利是有一天被老虎吃了,读到的知识也随着老虎的胃酸而没了。
老虎也不会因为吃了你而突然会发明环保灯泡。

我不会怪任何人。
怪自己,没有装知识的脑子。

只有装着一大堆天马行空的幻想。






你们认识的我,

从来就不爱书。=)

6.4.09

Random Post

trial exam for AS level already finished OFFICIALLY today.
after that, hvin lunch at BRJ which located at desa setapak.

post-exam mood always switched to LAZY.
today's paper was Biology paper 1.i finished 40 multiple choice questions in 25 minutes.
and checked the paper for 3 times..and slept until my paper was collected.

not feel very cheerful and excited of it.
this ended means another exam will soon stop by.
the real one. the damn real one.i was not ready for that yet.

i didn't study much for this exam.
yesterday i went to sepang for F1 duties.hot sun at first.
and heavy rain during GP2 asia series. then, hot sun again. and rain during the f1.
i stayed until 7pm and saw the night sight of sepang circuit for the very first time.
i wonder why they dun want to switched it to night race like s'pore.i bet it will be fantastic.
saw malaysia's artist Reshmonu came for the race.
i recognised him bcz of his trademark hairstyle.

do nothing much except countdown-ing the date to mvin back into my 2nd 'hse' at setapak.
2 weeks left.
and one of the hamsters died.may he/her rest in peace. [i even don't know it's gender]
It just left in the cage and nobody even care about it, death body was discovered by my friend when she trying to shake the cage. burried at where? rubbish room of the condo.



2.4.09

嗨!你好

每一天的清晨,她都搭巴士到大学上课。
每一天的午餐时间,她都到食堂吃饭。
每一次,都会看到他。

红褐色的头发,单眼皮的双眼。
背着黑色的背包,脸上没有挂着一丝的笑容。

在他的朋友群里,他不算是特出的。

有一天在巴士上,她让他先下车。那一天是美丽的星期二。
[你先吧。]
他不回话,嘴角也只是微微上扬。那不算是一个笑容吧?
他走在她的前面,180 的高度。

他很勤劳,常常在饭后拿起作业就埋头。
她却在远远的一旁看着。害怕被发现却又不时地往他的方向瞄。

她爱慕虚荣,喜欢美丽的事物,喜欢帅哥。

这次,她觉得他的认真就是世界上最美的事。

然而有一天,他居然笑了。笑起来有点憨,但是却有种莫名的吸引力。

她决定开启第一步,向他问好,说起第一句话。

[嗨。]

[你好。]他回答。

友谊的开始,不分是他还是她走出第一步,而是最重要的,如何学会踏出那一步。