Au Revoir 2011.

So, guess every shittest thing happened in your life gonna walk into graveyard very soon.
I mean.. 2012 is coming babe!
what happened in 2011 just let it be. I don't do resolutions since year 2010 because the resolution for 2009 doesn't happen

I had an incredible year of 2011. Let's see.
1. Start with neutral feelings, keep studying aim for "no re-sit" goal..-Checked. Passed Sem 2 like nobody business.

2. Went for a birthday trip to Australia with Chen Yee, ma best friend since 2003. - Checked. 2 weeks spent in Gold Coast, Brisbane and Sydney.. Love it.

3. Joined Cheerleading. - Checked.  have a lot of fun and it feels great!

4. Went for a club. - Checked.  Not bad la..overall.

5. Joined a run.- Checked.  10km around KL. which earned me this special gift : customized finisher tee with name and time.

6. Drove to south. - Checked. unintentionally happened but is a freaking good experiences that I shall never drive any long distance with my car again.

7. Fall in love and heartbroken (Partially). - Checked. Feel happy and sad. Laughter and cries did built me a very good memories. Thanks for showing up in my life.


8. Met a celebrity. - Checked. Met our very own Jess Lee at my hometown. She have an incredible voice.














9. Ohh! Changed a new hairstyle. Does this count? - Checked.  permed my hair. Now gone wavy and curly.

2012 is coming..Like real soon. I do hope everyone that I know have a great year ahead. A good start. I believe next year gonna be very awesome as we will having 29 days in February.
As for me, I will be having a hectic upper half of 2012. Timetable shows 8-6pm almost everyday start 3rd Jan.(fuck la who wanna go class on 3rd day of 2012? even Primary and Secondary school kids also start on 4th. We are one day earlier! )

I surely miss all the days in 2011. Every single day I didn't feel wasted until lately.Oops.
All the laughs, tears, hates and jealousy should be gone by now.
Because we gotta welcome 2012 with a blank. Let's fun fill in the blanks and enjoy to the most of the every day in 2012. If we gonna face world end at 2012..So why we must die in regrets? IF it is happen, I gonna die in my smile, reflecting all the fun I have lived.

Thanks for those who clicking to this pity blog. Million thanks.

Yours truly, becky.


xoxo 

Fa la la la la.

Yep. I went to perm my hair.
and no hair washing in 2 days. can't imagine.

Taking this change as new beginning of my life. ☺
8 days left to 2012. I gonna left all the sadness and happy memories behind.
What's happened in 2011 are gonna stay there.
Although I'm pretty sure I will miss all the things that had completed my 21st year.

Suddenly realized that my Aussie trip post still stuck at Sydney. ohfck
I am a lazy blogger. But I will try to continue it before 2011 ends.

Gonna spend my Christmas weekends at home. Lying on my bed and do nothing. sigh. This is foreveralone Christmas.

Till then, Loves from me.
Merry Christmas again!

some random crap post.

 People just put your bet ya? There's a lot of saying that, a romance relationship can never win over friendship.
I am confused.

A lot.

From what I have been through, not just once, but twice. Well, the first hit was quite impressive and its really took me almost entire semester to get through. The second hit was okay since we were quite far apart from each other. 

I shall never knew, when you see the one that you recognized as 'best friend', could just walk away from you and like it's never happened. I am not that kind of person who are willingly to accept the fact that you came into my life, make some tornadoes, and just 'poof'!

As my age is increasing..(uhm. yes!) I learnt that no one could really stay at your side like forever. In the end you will be lying in the coffin ALONE. not like there's another compartment that will fit another person unless u custom made it. wtf i m talking about. #lamejoke

in the other end, there are always a bunch of people who we call friends are there. Is that even true? I am not so sure. I have met thousands of people and few hundreds of acquaintance, hundreds of friend but actually, there will be only less than 5 of true friend. 

Anyway, the year 2012 is coming. I don't actually give a shit about end of the world. just treasure whatever you have now. Love the people who are sincere and just walk away from who are don't, as I always say : Life is short, so don't give a damn on what is happened and looking forward for some future excitement.

Merry Christmas 2011 people! 

thanks for reading this crap. ;)

budak.kids.xiăo hái.

I adore kids. babies. I love them.
I can spend hours just to have a little fun time with them.(babymaniac)

I don't hv elder brother or sister who recently get married or having kids.
No way I could see my cousin's children that often unless important family occasion.


One old photo- My little cousin.


Another cousin.

See? How cute they are. I seriously can spent hours and hours in chasing them, playing with them.
I love their life. Everytime I see a baby, i will have a voice saying in my mind : I wish I was him/her. Life is less complicated for them, only diapers,poopoo,peepee,milk,food,toy,sleep,nap.

They don't even bother what is the time now.They don't really understand what's going on around them.
All they care is the love that adults gave to them.

I was visiting my friend few weeks back and first met this baby. Not my friend's.
His mum is babysitting a baby girl call Jessie. which this little young lady have a superstrong personality.
She knew you are a stranger, but..she didn't cry and yelled like some other kids do. Oh yea, she is 1 year old plus. She will look at you, or more appropriate , OBSERVE you. try to figure out who are you and what are you doing here in this house. First time I tried to held her and she start making faces. sigh.

2nd time of my visit, probably without my spec and my hair was in ponytail, she probably can't recognise me.hahaha! So when she get out from the crib, she just lying against me at the sofa. I felt so warm *cries* . Soooo cute!

Why this baby/kids post came up? I was browsing fb, saw one album from a woman I knew, titled about in memory of her daughter.
I felt instant tears rolling down through my cheek.
I never knew she lost her child few years back.
sigh. I could say no more. I feel sad. Deeply sad. although I never met the child. It's must be super hard for her to let go after weeks of pregnancy, brought her here to this world, joining as a part of the family. Sometimes life is a joke.

Hey there little girl, I am kinda late in knowing you but I know you are having a good time now at heaven as God's pretty little angel. You are adorable and I believe you are a good kid. My love will always be with you. <3

If there is a chance, I would like to have kids.