26.12.10

Au Revoir 2010

Yes. in few more days, we will kiss 2010's ass goodbye and wave for another new year.
Sounds rude here but for exchange, my 2010 is nearly like a piece of sponge.
With holes, capable to absorb water. While you squeeze it, and release water. except my 2010 not yellow at all.

why with holes? Because it's not compact with fun stuff.
holes are most of the time I feel myself not living days to the fullest.
Absorb water as knowledge, when you squeeze it, everything just left to nothing.

Probably next year my life could has brick as metaphore.
solid and heavy, can knock down people somemore.

In 2010, most of my friends started their college/universities year.
some even flew to another countries.
I wish i could. But I just stuck in here. Happy or not I still have to deal with it.

Did I regret about what I chose?
Nope. or Not yet. I 'm not sure whether in future I will be regret about it...
As long I passed this semester, everything will be good as usual. I will less facebook-ing and more studying.
Less movielunch and more classes.
Less alcohol and more healthy stuff.

Oops. promised myself not to write resolutions.
because not sure i will follow the list.
Not draw hopes on any pre-planed-in-mind trips.
Like I did last year, I still didn't get a chance to visit Redang Island.

better keep it quiet and let it be. :)
Wish everybody have a great start of new year!

22.12.10

愁呀愁,离别之际挥洒泪两行。挥呀挥,故人离别背影似难熬。

题目来乱的,应应景。

离乡背井之愁和忧我不懂。
严格来说,我吃了20年,没有离乡背井过。

Homesick,动不动就想家的感觉我没试过。
别那么快下定论说我是赖家的软骨子,不能独立。
我能,但念书的地方就那么巧从小学起,就一直在KL圈子里面。

不曾离开过。说起来有点冤魂不散。寒~

我以前很向往那种“长大了+收拾行李+离开家里+到外地求学+努力上进+荣誉生毕业+丢四方帽+光宗耀祖”之类的。

除了第一个和第三个每天都在实行之外,都不知道其他的还是不是如此。
武吉加里尔山算不算很远?比起其他的朋友,那里简直就是比邻。

有点小羡慕朋友们走的远一点去念书。
感觉自己有长大到,懂得缴水电费,到银行处理事务,自己打理自己。
尤其在别乡,自己就是那里的“老外”了,人生地不熟,什么是都从零开始(除了银行户头之外)。我除了吃和花之外好像懂很少。有点不孝。

如果我说大羡慕他们会杀了我。因为我天天在家,天天睡自己的床,想干吗就干吗。
而他们总是绕在思乡之愁。

所以说人是很矛盾的。得不到的就想要,有了还想要人家没有的。

圣诞老阿伯,我知道你年年都有很多人给你许愿,要这个和那个。
我什么都不缺,我只要我的organic chemistry可以pass。
来年给你批个健康食谱,你有点太重了。

说起来我的减肥计划减到外太空了。
不知道如何继续。
停滞不前,怪自己心想减,但不去力行。哈哈!

13.12.10

爱情,难道是这样纪念的吗?

是一篇愚人之见。
关于前阵子闹得满城风雨的案子。
身为局外人,真的不好意思再说些什么了。

没错,多数的爱情是用生命来纪念的。
只是在于那是开始而不是结束。
人相爱而在一起,结婚,生小孩。
小孩就是一个新生命的伊始,来纪念两个人之间的爱情。

我对恋爱这门子不熟悉,没什么经验。说了这里只是旁观者之见,请各位以宽大的心来阅读。

爱情这种东西不像[卡门]里所唱的:爱情不过是一种消遣的东西,有什么了不起

错!是很了不起,箇中利害很深,足以让人泥足深陷,不能自拔,最后选择以结束来纪念爱情。让我有天大的胆子,我也不愿意就此了结一生。

因为20年的光阴很短,我还没真正摸索地球。
还没发现地球的别一端到底有没有一个人长得跟我很像。
还没把父母给的一切还给他们。
还没见过雪景。
还没到过迪士尼。
还没到过哈里波特片场。
还没遇到大明星。
还没大学毕业。
还没遇到会陪伴自己一生最好的朋友。
还没坐过热气球。
还没溜过冰。
还没养到一条狗。
还没去过巴黎。
还没去过巴厘……岛。
还没去过夏威夷。

还没找到任何一个理由让我放弃呼吸的机会。
没有。

我好胜,所以我会用时间做很多事。因为相信一天24小时是有道理的。
很多事不是这样就能解决。
因为留下的不会是纪念,而是痛苦。
因为你解脱了,别人却被捆住。

结束了的爱情,可以用别的方式来凭吊。
例如:忘掉,向前看,不要再回头。

*此文乃属本人愚人之见,不代表任何一方。

4.12.10

噢。没通过。

我是指Organic Chemistry。 拿成绩以前都很平静,只是撕开成绩单的那一刹那,手指变得很不听使唤。

没通过一科。如果这次重考又考坏了,我就不能和现在的朋友们毕业了。

我不想。

我开始了这个生活模式,就必须这个样子结束。
白话文的意思就是:我认识了这班同学,就必须跟他们一起毕业。
老娘我喜欢做事有始有终。

这次我需要奇迹。
需要勇气。
需要毅力。
需要决心。

我要把Organic Chemistry 的底翻得他阿妈都不认得。浅至大概,深至每片细胞里的染色体。
摸清底细,所谓知此知彼,百战百胜。
我要把Organic Chemistry 的皮拆开,挑出筋来,把他的筋弄成皮鞭。

这次,不成功便成仁。

战争开始。

24.11.10

啊。让我通过吧。

第182篇,我不知道该用英文还是华语。

生活没怎么样,刚结束考试。今天正式放假,至少……在3号以前我是轻松的。
5张paper考得没有非常好,都三颗星。希望它们全都通过,若要我再花多一年重念,我真的不知道该怎么办。

Organic Chemistry 根本就不是我的强项,两次小考都不及格,还有一张拿F,我们又看不到批改方式和答案,都是死了都不知道什么事。

昨天到Puchong Sense Cafe喝东西,听人家唱歌,很佩服,歌喉好,会弹琴伴奏*前提:没有歌谱,人长得又好看。我相信这是好运的降临,说明我这个假期不能白过,一定要好好利用。

大学第一个学期就这样结束了,20K的学费就在我眼皮底下,几个月的时间里没了。我得到了什么?新的开始,对人性的一面有了新的定义。我每次都问我自己,念这个是不是我要的?我没有后悔,但不担保以后。至少我觉得我没有想逃避的感觉。

我还有7个学期要过,但这个我一定得通过才行。不想再花自己的青春在课业上。很多余,全都怪要文凭学位才能找工作的思想腐败。我的原有梦想,是真的一个梦。因为实现不了,也许以后可以,当我豁达一些,我就会放下这里的一切,环游地球。因为我很相信读万卷书,不如行万里路。我看得多,知道天外有天,别的国家文化、不同的人,我才真正觉得自己属于这里。

如果2012世界末日这种东西是真的,我肯定会放弃学业,去做自己喜欢的事。
但如果不是,到头来就蠢死了。

噢。希望金刚变形计划要再activate。

24.10.10

23 818 号房所发生的事

不是鬼故事。不过我倒看了一部[童眼],被人家拉去看。
遮遮掩掩就看完了,还有点奇怪。
我真的对鬼故事没有兴趣,拜托下次怎么样都要让我在戏院门口外面等你们!

昨天上山吹风,想到考完一些无聊的paper后来轻松一下。
可是只要每次上山,我就会有种莫名的感觉。
可能以前只要到云顶,总会有些事发生而改变了一些原本美好的事,好笑的和让人忘不了的都有。
上山前都觉得有点毛毛的。

看,说中了吧。
酒精和扑克牌的帮助下……
许多我觉得该要发生的事,终于浮出了一些些蛛丝马迹。
所以说,该来的,怎么挡都挡不了。

可能看到这里你们觉得一头雾水。
因为毕竟言论自由有限制,有些事这里不好说。
算了~
总之那天两个小时5个人都干掉了2/3的Green Label,玩得疯癫也玩出祸。
吐的吐,醉的醉。
我当扫背递纸巾的小妹啦~我也有点醉掉但能撑得起,多得多年喝红酒的嗜好。昨晚也没喝很多,2杯加水的。

还好乱吃乱喝没有胖到。明天要回到现实世界了,希望一切安好。

20.10.10

-金刚暂时不变形-但希望脑子变得好使些

这里很久都没更新。
没什么好写了,肥照减,舞照跳。
看来有点成果,体重下降一公斤,维持中。
可能有些人觉得:一公斤罢了你都要算?减掉五公斤才厉害。

我这种是有计划而不是乱减的。
不是晚餐空腹睡觉,也不是水果当正餐。
我有配合运动,但还是不够。一个礼拜摇一次,觉得太少了;STUDY WEEK 的每天清晨,希望能够跑步。

最近都嘛烦课业。
没闲暇的时间烦其他的。
朋友恋爱中,刚萌芽。多祝福祝福!希望我也能沾沾桃花气~
明天小考,两场。后天一张大考,星期六一张大考(废的)。我看这个星期六以后我就来个暂时性全身放松症。到时候,减肥当吹风去了!乱吃呗!

更新近况就到这里。吞书去了~

同学们都要加油,要相亲相爱,我们才刚上完第一个学期呀。

29.9.10

金刚要变形了- 手脚不协调

为了让自己更离目标近一点,我去上拉丁舞了!
拉丁舞耶~ (有点自豪)

小时候很爱看电视节目里那些国标高手扭来扭去的,跟着音乐节奏,仿佛自己就是那些音符。
喜欢Rumba,Jive,还有斗牛舞。
以前自认自己对跳舞的拍子抓得很好,结果昨天发现根本不是怎么一回事。

我学Cha-Cha,但我觉得左脚右脚搭不起来。
人家都很快就学会了,唯独我还在哪里盲人摸象,一直踏错脚。

紧张死了。
丢脸死了。

但是为了目标,还是得撑着!打败手脚不协调的魔咒!
虽然一个星期只是一堂课,但起码比起之前一个星期我都没怎么动过还好吧?
可能效果没那么快,不过慢慢来,这种事儿。

最近功课很多,搞得我精神压力爆表,开始乱说话了。
认识我的朋友,知道我只要压力太大,什么话我也可以乱说,乱发脾气。
因为没办法,我不会释放压力这些东西。

如果外面有谁被我得罪到,对不起啦。忙完这些事儿我就会轻松点。

25.9.10

金刚要变形了- 忏悔中,发英雄帖了

岁月催人老。这句话一点也不夸张,那天我很有心情地把hardisk里面的照片都翻过来看一遍,想说找出一张和朋友的合照,结果,我看着看着,感觉越来越不对路,怎么照片里的人看起来又熟悉,却有点陌生呢?

照片里的都是我和朋友们在中学毕业典礼拍的。百多张的照片,看到以前的我,我居然有点心酸的感觉。突然很想年过去的自己,以前巴不得中学快点念完,想说外面的世界在等着我去发掘;现在,想回到过去的感觉油然而生。

女生就是有种病态思想,老是觉得自己这里多肉,那里松弛,升了0.5公斤就想勒死自己的胃。以前我没这样觉得,也压根儿没想过要减肥。是的,看到这里可以称我为自大,可是当时的我根本没有为了体重而烦恼,因为我觉得刚刚好。

我看着以前的照片,现在我倒觉得再不控制自己,就会胀得连我妈都不认识。
因为我看着相片的自己,觉得怎么当时的我是到底为了什么那么清啊?看起来很会生病。

现在我除了黑眼圈以外,大概就是横阔去了。

以前一天可能没机会吃到饭粒,现在……算了。

所以我定下了目标,要把多出来的公斤减回去中学时候的重量。至少这个年底之前要做到,毕竟现在没戴牙套了,不是铁牙妹了。不然那些钱都付诸于流水,毕生想变漂亮的愿望都无法实现。看着橱窗的塑胶人形公仔,怎么同一件衣服穿在她们的身上好像极品,我穿就会变得很怪。

如果没法,起码不要会摇晃的蝴蝶袖和松弛大腿内侧。人总给自己找台阶,别把话撂得太恨。哈!

投我一票 多多支持我。下英雄帖,正式来向2号衣服挑战去!

16.9.10

更新一下,乱乱写

结婚是一辈子的事。
携手共度人生的后半段,相互依靠和帮助。
再怎么说,另一伴就是你人生中最好的朋友。

他懂你最多,知道你爱吃姜还是蒜头;
了解你为什么不喜欢某种颜色还是哪位明星;
记得你说过的一些事,懂得在危急时刻替你解难。


* 完全题外话。

近来忽略了这里,也没有好好的写文章或者小说之类的。
写了也没多少人得空看。
文笔也越来越退步了,写不出那种抓住心情继续让人阅读下去的精神。

得好好揣摩一下,或者请高手指明。

部落格现在不能乱说话了,反正我平时也没怎么乱说。
本人现在越来越想谈恋爱了,看了[个人取向]后觉得有一个Gay朋友也不错,起码他怎样也不会对你起邪念或则让你伤心。还能无条件帮你跑腿买卫生棉,为你打造新造型让你变成一个有魅力的女人……。这部韩剧说非常好看也不到,起码它能让我一直看下去。

要冲刺了!考试来临啦~

有关注这里的朋友请多多包涵另加提醒我要为这里写新东西。
有新东西后请让你的朋友们来参观一下,我怕这里变废墟了呢。

30.8.10

Wood.grains.oil.salt.sauce.vinegar.tea (whr's sugar)?!

Few weeks ago, we're just strangers and happened to studied in the same course.

Today, we're classmate/course mate/ or whateva u said.


It's Monday Blue as dress code, if you wonder why.

and the 'Enter' button on my keyboard is paralyzed. After pressing, will only reach the next line in few minutes. wtf.

If you ask me now, how do i think about the new life thing...
Yes, I'm blending in. Enjoying it at the same time. Although study is not the fun stuff to do, but meeting interesting people with interesting characters is definitely the best thing to do.

One thing that make me feel guilty and bad after enter this uni is..
I spent 3 times higher than what i spent in college time.
Don't ask how much i spent for one week, with lunch-outings,buy snacks when there's break time (This is why sometimes i hate the DB cafe at library floor), movies when there are super-fucking-long-break, with all this, i never spent less than rm20 per week. last time in college, i could save some money in drawers. Now, I hv to dig my little glass jar for coins. poor thing.

I am not da kind who can spend big (plus, not like i have the asset to spend.). But I do spend big when necessary, i.e : Shopping! :)
But daily expenditure...sigh. Mum :" Your uni already so costly..some more you still want to spend like I can print bank notes?" Ya mum, I do hope you can print bank notes, maybe in my dream.heheheeehehe

One of my secondary schoolmate- Kok Loong is currently enrolled himself to NTU. One of the genius place in Asia.  In case you asking who is him :

Grey shirt guy. More photos on his facebook album. terima kasih.

Had human physiology quiz today. Kononnya quiz, but make all of us go nuts with notes. Sleep with it, eat with it, might accidentally rip some pages and .. anyway, i think it should be name as TEST.
 the name it's carrying doesn't make it less important! is 20 % for the module. @#$%!next time whenever you see 'Fun Quizzes', beware, it might asking questions as it is a FUN TEST.

Next week : Principle of Human Nutrition Test 2. and have to read Vitamins.
Correction on last few post : Vitamin D not from the UV, UV is a source for some 7-dehydroxycholesterol that live in our skin for further reaction then until Kidney, we only get our own Vit.D. (correct me if i am wrong)

Things to do :
1. PHN Test 2
2. General Chem Periodic Table Poster
3. Organic Chem Test
4. Statistic Test
5. ..maybe general chem test. can't actually remember how many test we suppose to face before EOS.

Duh. Life isn't sweet.

20.8.10

那种感觉

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛, 才学会飞行。
王力宏的歌,总会那样简单却紧紧地俘虏了我的心。

每一字和每一句,那么刚好就到位。
说一针见血就有点可怕,他的歌多数会给人有感觉。
很久以前的‘永远的第一天’是让我听了会掉眼泪的。
那时候也不知道眼泪掉下来的原因是什么。
其实很少歌能够让我第一句和第一个旋律就会爱上。

现在我念书的地方,太多有钱人了。
我总觉得会透不过气。
哈!突然转话题转心情很惊讶吧。
我怕再继续写我就会心情下降。

最近天气不好,有我的面子书大概会知道我的房间变水帘洞了。
当下很大雨,大到像天空的水槽破了一个大洞,雨下倾盆……
我的房间就变花果山的水帘洞。

那种感觉好像‘屋漏偏逢连夜雨’。我想到的第一句就是这样的形容词。

当你看见美丽的彩虹,心情会变得突然快乐起来。
再怎么糟糕的事情,彩虹的出现仿佛就是一种快乐药剂。
注射入我们的静脉,让愉快在我们的身体里奔跑。

两个彩虹真的是对方的镜子,就像朋友一样。
不离不弃,直到一方消失为止。
感慨美丽的事务总是很短暂。
我们不能没有朋友,就像彩虹的形成都要靠水和阳光。

乱乱的心情,希望不要再变糟了。
等下不要下雨了拜托!!!


-如果这就是爱情,本来就不公平。-

22.7.10

A new life.
in a totally new environment, competitive, hardly feel any vitamin D from UV.
with some bio samples. (this photo captured at nightime.)fascinating.
Cafe/Canteen/Makan Place or whatever you want to call it.crowded sometimes, depends on your luck sometimes.
15 minutes break between classes.
 outside the auditorium.

Yes, I am currently attending to this university. Any comment? it's freezing. I can't find any better words to describe it, can't use 'Cold', because it's already beyond it. The Dean said the air-cond system is central, means only 1 temperature.Pray that won't rain, will make the whole building look almost like Genting's snowworld."Invest on a good sweather or jacket"-the Dean.

and now is the 2nd week, 14 days, 4 days of raining, 2 days of heavy downpour.

I bet someone will say :" bet'ya miss ur holiday already?!"
"Nope. at least not yet.Haha"

Last time when i was study at TARC, everywhere is trees, grass, mosquitoes, wind breeze,sweat, monkeys. We complained about the heat.sweat,low air-cond.
These are the stuff that I start missing now.

Here no trees, grass, no mosquitoes(amazing), wind breeze,sweat, and don't even mention a monkey. I can't even spot a bird! Some of my coursemates started to fall sick. Most of the hours in a day, we spent under the freezer lecture theater.
well, at least the food here not that bad. :)
and
Prof Fatimah is nice!

*

5.7.10

谢谢你的美好

现在才发现,你的笑容真的能够把想忘记你的念头打消了。

那么一刹那。

你让我重新对你注入感觉。

你在车子里,摇下车窗,微笑着。

当我认识你的日子久了,就觉得你的人为其实没什么,很好。但就爱把尼古丁和其他废物化学吸进肺里。

我以为那一天以后,我见你的机会就会更少。那更好。
你跟我说话的时候不小心用词不当,你会道歉。
你再怎么心情不好,对着别人都会笑着,从来不真正的发脾气。除非那个人把你惹毛了。
一切,在不经意之下,默默地留在我的脑海里。
我们是朋友。这句话我每天都提醒自己,只怪我太容易喜欢人。说好听的就是我是感性,难听的就是花痴。
我对你的了解不多,也不知道你喜欢什么,不喜欢什么。
也不懂你家里多少人,多少条狗。

只知道你并不是我想象中的你。

未来的日子,我要好好学习,再一次把你从记忆里抹去。

29.6.10

黄金岁月后来就变成…

八时三十分。
我倚在红色塑胶椅子,不停四处张望着。

眼前不远处两盏白灯笼,‘简门颜氏’和‘七十有六’。
这是我一个月以内出席的第二场丧礼,2个月以来的不知道第几件‘某人去世了’的新闻。

只能感到一丝丝的难过。不是因为他们都是我认识的人,而是感慨生命真的可以结束得那么突然。

[嘿!你不是陈XX吗?]一个干巴巴的右手伸出来,我身边的另一个皱巴巴的右手接了过去。

[对呀对呀!你是王XX!] 显然是一个‘老朋友相见’的戏码。我坐在两老的中间,刚刚在想起人生怎么那么短暂的无聊事,所有都被接下来的对白给扫走了。

排开感慨地感觉,两老的对白让我想大笑了。不行,这种地方得严肃,忍着点。

[退休多少年啦?]王老问。
[二十一年咯。]陈老说。
[我也是二十年了。]王老答。

[你最近有看到黄玉华吗?]王老问道。
[没有。你有遇到她咩?]
[有,那天我在医院拿药,她在我隔壁,看我看久了就问我是不是某某人。我就说是咯。你知道吗?1953年我毕业以后就没有看到她了。]

原来中学老朋友啊。

[Eh,前几年我还在‘半岛’遇到她,有点不认得。]注:‘半岛’是一间现在已被荒废的大厦。原身是旺得要命。

[酱那个刘XX呢?你还有看到他吗?]陈老想起谁,问了一下。我被夹在中间,被迫要把他们之间的对白都听下去。

[早都走了咯!] 走了?该不会去了吧?
[噢。酱那个戴眼镜家里卖杂货那个女的?neh...数学很不错一下的。]
[那个也早都去了咯。十多年了。]

沉默了2秒。

[我们班现在剩下的就我咯,你还有住在Pilah的吴XX跟其他的几个。]
[对呀,人老了就很多病痛咯。什么事都会发生。]陈老说。
[Eh,还有那个爸爸修脚车的?哎呀……不记得名字了,有点胖胖的啊。]他想起什么再问了。

[那个啊!去了几十年咯!]几十年?!那不就英年早逝了?
[还有那个家里开咖啡店的啊,也是前阵子去了。]王老接着说。
[是咩?不过我很久没有去他的店喝了。]陈老没有惊讶的样子。
[不过他的店收了很久一下。]

接下来他们的对白就是再讨论到底‘岁月催人老,谁去谁留’……

我们现在问的都是‘你在哪里读书?’‘什么大学?’……
迟一点应该会开始问‘喂,听讲那个XXX结婚了咯!想不到咯!’

原来五十年后的我们,会慢慢问起这种问题。

啧啧!不寒而栗啊。

以上的对白的确发生过,任何人物和名字都是纯属虚构,如有雷同,请谅解。

25.6.10

☼ to Penang with ♥ - № 1


I received her text regarding the confirmation about the Penang Trip on 6pm , Sunday ( 20/06/2010 ). And we will off to Penang the next day morning.

Consider the flash one. 
and is about the 2 best friends went to Penang and carving for foods.

and we reach Tanjung Malim at 11.05am. I wasn't know Tanjung Malim belongs to Perak until her friend said so! LOL. my geography knowledge is failed!

Morning view at Penang. near Gurney Plaza. Morning sunshine! :)

2 super-friendly-tour guide. They really spent their precious holidays and driving us here and there. Thanks! Emily (correct me if i am wrong) and Uron!Nice to know u guys too.
ahem, anyway, back to the trip members. 3 penangkia, 1 tanjung malim, 2 kl, and 1 ..i dunno from where. sorry. 5 is chemical engineering, 1 is soon-to-going for master in Mech. eng...and me, the only one who will study biology-related. And they make fun of it. haha.
is a new place! Spice garden. at first I thought it will be a place like got chilies hanging around.. kunyit, cinnamon, and others spices lying around on the floor for you to pick up.
and....the truth is not.
apparently..all the spices are in 'raw style',means all the greens you see in the garden might be medical usage, or the 'original look' of cinnamons, kunyit, gingers...
we all can't tell which is which,even they have a small board infront of the plant.I mean if you really want to know more about spices, ask for a guide. He can explain all of it damn well. 7 of us just buzzing around.

Bumped into some international school kids, they having study-trip. I mean literally, not like us.
in normal Malaysia's schools, 'Study trip' can be Genting visit.
their study trip come with a hand outs for each of the students, teacher will guide them to answer questions regarding to spices. I mean they really can learn things! extra knowledges.Good for them to know the differences between Ginger flowers and Water Lily. :D

That's the only thing that Engineering students will pay attentions to. :)

Big Swing + 'Happy Couple' hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ☺ (joking!)
Chen yee's coursemate- Ernest. who drove us from Tanjung Malim to penang, and from Penang bck to T.M. Thanks.
Lunch at Kochabi Taiwan. Funny huh? go Penang eat taiwan food! haha.But is awesome.

Inner decorations + food. nice. thumbs up 

Heyhey. thought we will visit Kek Lok Si, Penang Hill and others 'typical tourist interest' right?Nope. we actually went to places that bus wont stop for it.

4 Statue infront of Mahkamah Majistret. it is so nice and the night street view of Penang is so peaceful.


I have a thing about Penang's Victoria-English-Europe or any thing look so europe-ish. this is infront of the Speaker's Square. Do KL have this kind of Square??

Penang have a lot of different things compare to KL. except that the fact that part of them are under UNESCO.They have super lots of old buildings (which is kinda my things too)
See.
where i stopped?oh...ya. back to the night.this dude is trying to 'destroy' the parking-payment-machine. He basically tried to touch  touched anything he saw along the road side (non-living things)
actually, he's just acting with the 'hunchback'-ed machine.

More to be updated. Have to shrink those photos to smaller size because here will take Forever to upload for big size photos.

ta-ta.

17.6.10

我回来了

很久都没有带着这种心情blog了。
郁闷?开心?思念?什么屁都有。

王力宏的“你不在”真的有本事让我听了都会揪着心,感觉有点酸酸了。
不管当下是什么心情,但总会变得很难过,好像不见了什么。

工作了3个月半,终于可以松下来。
可以变得放肆,不管别人,只顾自己。
也不必为了一大堆文件烦恼。
虽然有人说我经不起考验和压力,我认了。我根本不适合关在办公室里,每天deal的就是电脑和文件。
我喜欢跟人沟通,毕竟有机会发言。

别在怀疑,我的文法的确退步了很多很多。整整半年,我没在方块字里打转。
那种像以前拼出来看了读了会鼻酸的句子很文章,都渐渐的离开了。

时过境迁,人和事物都不一样了。
再怎么说,人是会变的,说什么江山易改本性难移的屁话,根本不管用。
好像你认识了很久的人,突然变了,当然接受不了。

我有很多感觉堆积起来在心里,却无法用文字表达。
好像你想干什么,却做不到。
类似类似。

那天玩了一个测验,说B型狮子座。
我一向来都不太相信,因为相信的话就是任由那堆文字摆布。本来没有的都傻傻地相信。
结果测验很准。
“狮子座B型女看似坚强,很有领导能力,其实认真注意,她害怕孤独一个人……”

对。我喜欢lead,可是我怕被丢下来一个人没有朋友那种感觉,恶心。
可是我又不是很典型的,我喜欢lead,却不太喜欢负起很重大的责任,也许害怕失败而不敢向前。
因为失败的感觉很没脸,好像有些女孩没化妆出不了门那样。

7月26日凌晨0015分的B型狮子座女孩大概都是这样子的。
而且我没化妆出门还不带墨镜。

乘还没进入另一个墓碑 里程碑时,得找些事打发自己。

4.6.10

List to do.

It's quite a long time i didn't update this death blog.
So i decide to write something. at least make it like a update of my recent days.

I don't know for how long that nobody is viewing here,bcz my nuffnang bill still running down, and i need money.

for what?
I don't know. But if you asked me few weeks back, i will say "I need them for my trip".
and the trip thing nw is 3rd time enter the fail list.
not 100 % fail, but most of the chances.
of course I felf dissapointed...Mostly.and I felt stupid bcz i still throw so much hopes in, and yet , I didn't reach the dream.

I don't deserve it? Maybe.
For many years, I listed down the place I want to visit before I married or tied to something that I can't runway from.

1. Taiwan
2. Hong Kong
3. Hawaii
4. Guam
5. Bali
6. London/United Kingdom
7. Melbourne
8. France
9. Italy
10. Vienna
11. Venice
12. New York/Boston/ Seattle/ Washington D.C

and none of this ever come true.

Even my friends also get boring because I keep saying that I want to go Pulau Redang.
and till nw, nothing happened.
I keep ask my friend who work at travel agency for price quotations,
and till now, he also get fed up, because he didn't earn a single cent from me. haha.
I think I'll just stay at home and pretend I am in somewhere else.

I need a new phone. Still hunting for the right one.
For me handphone is not just a HP that simple, it has to be something I fall in love at the first sight and forever.

watched Valentine's Day online.
wait for Dear John!

16.5.10

PackedWeekends.

Guess this will be the last time that we gather around. Dicky going to HK soon, dear piang going to kampar. but actually the rest of us still here. hahahahaha.


at SushiZanmai. leng lui kah yan and lim dick. Our group cant get any better if without them.
hock lai's Sukiyaki. Looks yuuumm.
Piang and me.

chilled at Gelato Fruity. ordered Starfruit ice-cream. wished i had a bigger stomach to fit them in perfectly.oh, is Hock Lai with me btw.

day.
lepak at Secret Recipie with darlings.planning on something big with chen yee. Hope the things will go on smoothly!

spotted. A cute little girl. I zoomed my camera, so scare if her parents yelled and sue me for privacy. But cute things must share right?! haha.

Jie yan joined us 1.5 hours later. ..

she was trying to look at the camera lens when I snapped her 'driving-look'. Gurl! you gotta pay attention to front instead of my camera! because u are driving wei. dangerous. think she forgot about the fact that she was driving that time.
went to AEON bdr mahkota cheras. got a lot of sub-shops.Not bad though, before that i heard it was SMALLER than cheras selatan one, but the truth is, they got more shops than cheras selatan lor..the shops design is different.. they got smaller hallway but more shops. look much YOUNGER.most of the shops are in mid class line. affordable i said.

and i bought myself a gift.


ta-da!

no photoshop stuff going on, cant do dreamy stars around it. =(


9.5.10

i.n.a.b.f (ada gambar! 1 only.)

Ma last post was 2 weeks ago. So sorry.
Not feeling update anything but tried to.

I was busying eating last week.
Had simple celebration of dad's birthday last thursday.
Although he already reach 60, he still can be a humourous dad.

You can see how humourous he is.



yesterday i spent whole afternoon at my friend's house, Chen Yee's.
we doing nothing besides lying on her bed and nintendo ds-ing.
she is in holiday now, anyone wants to date her, feel free to call me!haha

Seriously i hv to get myself a new phone. new new phone.
still uncertain with my choices.
some said iphone, before that i think of blackberry, then yesterday ma fren suggested me buying his htc. which is quite new and he thinking change to the latest model. i hope i can be this rich.

now the weather showing 'big-down-pour-is-on-da-way'..and all the clothes not dried yet! shit lar.

May is almost reach its half! omg! how the time can be this fast!
and today is mothers day plus happy birthday to dad.
next week shall be june. yesh!

next next week piang will off to kampar. i heard that is beautiful.
and i wil be here! still around KL.haha. consider still staying at home because the farest distance i went for studies was Setapak. haha....nex will be in bkt.jalil. still near.unlike my frens, they all travelled from around msia to kl for further studies, guess i am kinda lucky compare to them.

photo of da day.


21.4.10

Echoes of the Rainbow

I watched this movie last Saturday. A day before the HK film award (correct me if i wrong).
and this movie won 4 prizes.

This is the movie:

i tried to find the better poster.

and this is the only movie that i watched without google-ing first about the plots and synopsis.You know what my first thought about this movie? 神偷(shen2 tou1) means 'super geng thief' in chinese. I thought Ng Kwan Yu is a kind of thief like 'Hak Mui Guai' 黑玫瑰back in 60's.Stealling rich people pocket to help the needy.

This movie is nothing about STEALLING STUFF.
is about a simple family.although their life is tough, but they stand together no matter what happen.

Did I mention about the leehom-look-alike actor?


well, maybe this photo not so look alike. In da movie, in some scene , he did look like Lee Hom. At first me and my friend thought Lee Hom was starring in this movie.don't get suprised, his name is Aarif.Ya, he sing the theme song for the movie 'Echoes of the Rainbow' in english version and the chinese version that won the Best Original Soundtrack that day.

da story line of this movie is quite interesting. Something new, fresh to us. No police-police, no samseng, no weird weird story, no future cops. all just about one family.Well, sometimes simple things can be that easy to let almost the whole cinema cried.

I almost burst my tears off at some point. Not like others in the room, they pretend coughing during the sad scene just to cover their 'sobbing-sound'.
So, i think that's all. This is quite an interesting movie. just buy your ticket and watch the movie.

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8.4.10

Bon Appetit

Guten Tag! I learnt this last week.It means 'Hello' in German.
Went for Formula 1 duty last saturday, came back with souvenirs. One badge from German.
He is kind enough to distribute for 5 of us.
and I get the nice one.=D


sorry for the blur pic. Can't get it focus right.=( bad skills.

Anyway, skip to the next day dated 4/4/2010.

his birthday.

Papa is kind enough to bring us for Hi-Tea.(only when he have cupons)=D But still a good news! get to eat,eat,eat...and get fat.
So, we ended up here: Grand Dorsett Subang.
Bon Appetit! seems we're so lucky to taste Italian foods.

and that day was Easter Day.Got some funny little games for kids.Treasure hunt for eggs..coloring& drawing contest..etc.
I love this photo.They just look like having some interviews.hahahahah

Papa first photo on this blog! (i think so.)

Sissy's plate. is her 2nd plate that full of chocolate cakes! Gila betul. I can't even finish my plate because I felt like throwing up after I ate the big portion of chocolate cake.

I didn't took alot of photos of foods. The manager is starring to me when I took photo of the place and surroundings.and to Piang: That manager looks like ah Loh! haha. I so scare he come and lecture me chemistry.

The buffdae boy with mum. My mum was burst into a big laugh after the click.When the buffdae boy mispronounce 'dessert' to 'desert' and 'mousse' to 'mosque'. Actually I can't differentiate 100%-confidently about the dessert and desert.=D


The hotel put two Lotus car in their lobby due to F1 season. Their piano lounge having F1 high-tea to watch the race live at there.

The clown for the Easter Day games. He having his lunch after his job.


After that, we went to Sunway Pyramid for the FIRST TIME!( well, at least the first time for me) Don't laugh and judging, because my dad think sunway pyramid is too far and he is lazy to drive.
anyway, not much time to shop and no mood to shop too. Maybe other days la, i will go sapu-sapu.heehee.

okay, that's all for today! Danke!(thanks in german)

2.4.10

April ain't Foolish

Sorry that i didn't update this dusty blog for so many days (if anyone still reading.)
Life still da same, working everyday.and alternative saturdays.
Started to missed holidays.When i can get my ass off the bed whenever i want to.

Working as an admin staff is kinda.....ermmm...nevermind.
I prefer job that can communicate a lot and walk around, i.e. teacher.
Maybe hunt for tutor job after June. I can teach piano, siapa mau?

April's fool was yesterday.
and i didn't get pranked seriously. 'Seriously' serious, like someone told you ur house is on fire.
Don't mess with friends that have tons of crazy ideas.

when you love someone , 'ignore the colour' they said.
maybe some of you will say ' Bullshit'..but i think is quite true.
when you see everything in same colour, you will never felt the differences at all.

Distance kept relationship aside.
not just boyfrengirlfren thing, friendship too.
when he/she at another side of the country, you can't even remembered that he/she was your truly-die-hard best friend.Things changed, people changed. He/she met new friends, somehow high school sweetheart/besties will become histroy.

gonna hit the race tracks tomorrow.hope the weather will be just nice.no raining and no super hot sun.


no piccie today. =D wish ya'll happy weekend !

25.3.10

Love World Love Sloggi

I      LVE ...:

beach. I just love the blue.

enjoy happy time with friends.They are ingredient of my life.

being supportive to preserve our Nature home.

 
make new friends! learn more about different cultures.Go for camping always make new friends and learn a lot about stuff that i don't know.


i love my mum.Without her, I am nothing.

greens. They help us to maintain the ecosystem.'Natural air filter'.

Starbucks.Good ol' days with sisters.


we have been educated since 6-year-old, to love the Earth, our Mother Nature. everything in photos that i took are belong to Her, no matter they are living things or not. We born and live on this Earth. So, is our responsibility to take good care of the environment. We all are depending on her.

Now we not only say no to plastic bags, and we can have eco-friendly lingeries! At first, i thought eco-friendly lingeries are made of paper-like materials.

NO.Sloggi now having their Love World Love Sloggi 2010 collection. This series made of eco-friendly material that reproduce from recycled plastic bottles. =)




Love World Love Sloggi series offering great comfort and superb fit for all-day.We can be sexy, fabulous all day long and being environmental friendly at the same time!
So, don't mess with Mother Nature because you won't know when She will get angry and fight back!Do recycle,buy eco lingeries!

go~~Sloggi!