Busy week 8

Oh, half of my semester is gone.
and also the 1st installment of the fees.
Speaking about fees,
WHY the loan hasn't come? I need them for 2nd installment. Please.

and why I blog in this middle of night.with Pharmacodynamic notes lying aside
Because today is 29 of February, is special which you only live through this day once every four years.
Olympic-ly.

Update myself?
Nah. BUSY BUSY AND SUPER BUSY.
but still have time for Korean drama (i hv no idea why =.=)
getting lesser and lesser sleeping time in this semester.
Skin problem is arising.

Went to Olivia Ong's valentine's day concert 11 Feb.
and will meet Joe Brooks on 3rd of March 2012 in his first concert.
Which surprised me and my friend about it because we talked about it on the day before he announce the new.
Is fate. So must go. :)

Kinda rough start for 2012.
No longer sobbing in the dark.
NO time for crying and sad.
Not even a smiling time.

Wish everyone a happy 29022012 .

peace.

Au Revoir 2011.

So, guess every shittest thing happened in your life gonna walk into graveyard very soon.
I mean.. 2012 is coming babe!
what happened in 2011 just let it be. I don't do resolutions since year 2010 because the resolution for 2009 doesn't happen

I had an incredible year of 2011. Let's see.
1. Start with neutral feelings, keep studying aim for "no re-sit" goal..-Checked. Passed Sem 2 like nobody business.

2. Went for a birthday trip to Australia with Chen Yee, ma best friend since 2003. - Checked. 2 weeks spent in Gold Coast, Brisbane and Sydney.. Love it.

3. Joined Cheerleading. - Checked.  have a lot of fun and it feels great!

4. Went for a club. - Checked.  Not bad la..overall.

5. Joined a run.- Checked.  10km around KL. which earned me this special gift : customized finisher tee with name and time.

6. Drove to south. - Checked. unintentionally happened but is a freaking good experiences that I shall never drive any long distance with my car again.

7. Fall in love and heartbroken (Partially). - Checked. Feel happy and sad. Laughter and cries did built me a very good memories. Thanks for showing up in my life.


8. Met a celebrity. - Checked. Met our very own Jess Lee at my hometown. She have an incredible voice.














9. Ohh! Changed a new hairstyle. Does this count? - Checked.  permed my hair. Now gone wavy and curly.

2012 is coming..Like real soon. I do hope everyone that I know have a great year ahead. A good start. I believe next year gonna be very awesome as we will having 29 days in February.
As for me, I will be having a hectic upper half of 2012. Timetable shows 8-6pm almost everyday start 3rd Jan.(fuck la who wanna go class on 3rd day of 2012? even Primary and Secondary school kids also start on 4th. We are one day earlier! )

I surely miss all the days in 2011. Every single day I didn't feel wasted until lately.Oops.
All the laughs, tears, hates and jealousy should be gone by now.
Because we gotta welcome 2012 with a blank. Let's fun fill in the blanks and enjoy to the most of the every day in 2012. If we gonna face world end at 2012..So why we must die in regrets? IF it is happen, I gonna die in my smile, reflecting all the fun I have lived.

Thanks for those who clicking to this pity blog. Million thanks.

Yours truly, becky.


xoxo 

迟到

忘了上一次更新是什么时候了。
我知道上一篇依然停留在澳洲，是很久以前的事了。对不起啊啊啊啊

我的人生在后来发生了一些事。

平凡的人生变得有点涟漪和波浪
不小心得跌进坑洞
擦破了皮
有小小损伤

我是孩子气的狮子座
我一定要倾诉才能痊愈
也逼了朋友当听众
不好意思啊

所以我学会了 有些事不需要投入任何希望
因为有时候只是一场美好的假象
那种难能可贵的柯达瞬间 不知道几时再会遇上了

谢谢你 让我体会到安全感
我不知道你是不是Mr.Right，不过还是谢谢你给我那么一次的机会
让我感受到原来这些小事都可以很幸福
我傻傻地投入希望 但是还是可以跟你做朋友
也挺好的不是么？

身边的朋友们都嘛恋爱去了
真替她们开心
要幸福噢 ♥

还有几天就要大考了
不懂是不是暴风雨前的平静，
我还没有感受到压力爆炸的感觉

我需要动力。

25号的海边，等我，我就来。

☼、沙滩~

P/S：同学们都说我是不是参加Cheerleading后运动量变大，看起来瘦了。
（有点暗爽，不过自知之明，重量根本就是一样）

1 down 4 to go!

(i know this photo is super random)

yes. I just reached home 20 minutes ago. Still not taken my bath yet since washing machine is taking over the pressure something. So if the washing machine on, i can't bath with the pee-size water.

is 10.21pm now.
Me, with my saggy eye bags and concentrated brain cells. Hmmm. and smelly hairs
Today is the first day of freaking EOS! First paper is Basic Biochemistry, 30 mcq, 5 saq and 1 essay question.
As usual, I always use the cakar ayam hand writing whenever is in the important exam. So I finished earlier not because i m super smart tht i can do all questions with no doubt, is my chickenclaw handwriting. Hope lecturers can understand me. :")

Tmr is Food Prep paper. One of the subject with no directions. Which means no proper lesson outcome, module outcome. It's stated but is in general way. So meaning that you r fcking study every shtwords of every chapters.

gonna stuck them all in!

When there is exam coming or on going, i will facing super great amount of hair loss everyday. my hair now is getting thinner. Even now i m so afraid of combing my hair cz they are now super precious to me! :(

Thinking of it, actually time do past pretty fast. Today is wednesday, soon i wil be talking about tmr is saturday's account paper blablabla. then monday is the last day of exam. then rest for few days, heading down for another course then FUUUYEEAHH!. gonna pack my bags.

Ok. take care everyone.! *i declare the library of my uni is now my favourite place for these coming week.

updates

fck. I just checked the calendar, and my finals are 16 days away from this moment.
16 days. minus 1 day tmr and tuesday. so 15 days.
oomfg.
But thank god i reduced my time spent on facebook, surfing net, watching glee :( which is probably due to guilt-feeling that is gradually increasing.
Today went for mother's day lunch with mom's family.
then sissy suggested Jusco Seremban 2.

and we only reach home at 6pm. bathed,ate and now looking at my first aid book cz tmr got assessment.

Goal before next week end (hereby means Saturday): finished study 'Principle of Food Preparation' which is totally a dumbass subject and halfway on my biochemistry. Another week is spend on F.Accounting sub and the Food Culture sub.

most of my kawans are finishing their finals and i m yet to start. T.T

I need shopping therapy.

Okay, gotta go. May god bless my brain.

噢。没通过。

我是指Organic Chemistry。 拿成绩以前都很平静，只是撕开成绩单的那一刹那，手指变得很不听使唤。

没通过一科。如果这次重考又考坏了，我就不能和现在的朋友们毕业了。

我不想。

我开始了这个生活模式，就必须这个样子结束。
白话文的意思就是：我认识了这班同学，就必须跟他们一起毕业。
老娘我喜欢做事有始有终。

这次我需要奇迹。
需要勇气。
需要毅力。
需要决心。

我要把Organic Chemistry 的底翻得他阿妈都不认得。浅至大概，深至每片细胞里的染色体。
摸清底细，所谓知此知彼，百战百胜。
我要把Organic Chemistry 的皮拆开，挑出筋来，把他的筋弄成皮鞭。

这次，不成功便成仁。

战争开始。

Battlefield Diary 3: The Fin

erm.this series named 'Battlefield Diaries', it should be update daily..and i didn't.
i have tons of work to do since this is just 4th week of school.
and did i mention about the class? the 6J.they will be the last bunch of kids u ever want to mess with.

okay.this suppose to be post out @ 27/1/2010, and due to my unbelievable lazy sickness,postponed till today.

i reached this school @ 6.15am.and is fking early.see? so dark.

these 'tanglung' are the school deco for coming CNY.looks so temple-ish.

they all are 1st year student.they are cute.x1

okay.don't get wrong, i didn't teach this class.i just sneaked in before the bell rings and snapped a quick shot. They still finding the way to fit in the new environment.and they all look so stunned when i stepped in and took their photos.

They look cute(x2), aren't they?=D you guys know why i keep posting cute(x3) little people photos? because will let your day lighted up.

this is my all time fav, they really..gosh.CUTE(x4). when i asked them to let me take their photo,they immediately arranged themselves.So efficient.and they all smile just in one type.Maybe we all did, learning how to pose in front of the camera when we still 7.see? they posing without 'V' signs.

when they are 12, this is the photo they will look like.Posing like mad, try to steal the perfect spot in front of the camera. This is the cute mad class i have been talked about.And I use more time to take this THE ONLY ONE photo of them. They can't even arranged themselves properly like those 1st year students did.So not effecient.Blame yourselves folks, not discipline enough to earn more photos!

We did learn alot in school, right? =D

and when we grow older, we start not posing a lot of signs anymore.WHY a?now we even use self-snapped photos.

sorry for not having 'cute' words for you'all, 6J.and sorry to 5N, i didn't manage to get a photo from you all, and is really a waste.because this 5N class got super lots of leng luis! they look so pretty when they are 11.I will try to get one before they graduate.stay tuned!

*******

Bonus photo of the day.

this fella thought McD will pay him for this.

p/s:jobless now.

Battlefield Diary 2

They don't respect me. and they don't respect themselves either.
I spent times on yelling than teaching. u can imagine how worst could it be.
i yelled every half minutes. and somehow i decided not to yell anymore.
cz i can't. i definately losing my voice gradually and this only 2nd week of term.
hope my throat will be okay when i go out for karaoke singing.

besides of these, i was bored.
i reached school early. means early like 6.00am.
and i reached home 4.00pm.
i cant even remember last night dream.
cz my brain is filled with their names and who-didn't-pay-their-fees stuffs like that.

people with no job( no offence) or still studying, they will thought Monday will be a whole fresh week.
like fresh water fish.perhaps just dead.
for me, Monday now will be the circulations.another yelling week, another week that i feel so exhausted.
in chinese we call 恶性循环. zehzehzeh, not good.

I am okay when they talk loudly.Is not like i am gonna lose anything. except my voice.
they going to learn sloooow like grandma snail with tongkat.
and i am happily receiving my pay cheque 2 weeks later.

BLEK.take that, ya'll little monsters!!

Battlefield Diary 1

today is 3rd day of work and i felt like i worked for 3 years.

actually i did a draft on this post on the first day.

i work as 'Guru Ganti'. something like a substitute.when a teacher absent for less than 28 days, that's the time when guru ganti is needed for.

emmm..where should i start?

 folks, say 'hai' to 6J.

1st rule, don't trust those chubby cute faces.they look cute but they act so-not-cute.talkative,talkative and talkative!

this is the most ridiculous class i ever seen.half of it are in PINK.

the school is crowded with HUMANS.or i shall say, little humans. sometimes they can make you laugh, but sometimes they can make your blood pressure rise.

i learnt a lot, and i truly understand being a teacher is not always the 'best job ever'. is tiring and killing. students make you yell, and they can't shut their mouth for one second. they just can't.

see? crowded gila. this is 1st day of school.

can't think of any words to describe my days for now, let's photos do the talking. you all shall understand. and sorry i didn't took my 'job wear looking' photo because i look elder than my age.=(

need starbucks desperately. =/