updates.

yea baby.i'm in holiday now. and still planning where to go.i mean 'to go on a trip'.
read so many shocking news online, especially the one about floating icebergs which now is heading to New Zealands. not just one, few of them hundreds of them. click here for further reading.

emm..we heard about 'global warming' from long time ago.we take that as a kind of 'small news'.[nah..global warming wor.how worst could it be?hotter earth lor.]
well, turns out we could have situations that worser than a hot globe.maybe we should visit Venice by now.
then, weather of the globe is turning weird. early snow before the winter. and u guys should have notice by now, flooding is everywhere.it not about monsoon season, is about rising of sea level. and sunlight is absence for many days in malaysia which should have 四季如夏.

people is having their holiday filled with trip.to penang, to hong kong, to australia..etc.
okay now why i still here blogging about my poor-no-trip-holidays?
because i have no money lor. i promised a friend 6 years ago in 2003 that i will visit her at Melbourne when 2006.guess what, i never get a flight to there since 2003 till now. sorry girl.
in 2007, i was 'planned' to visit taiwan in year end. and it never happened.

i cant just let all my so-called plans blow off, right? i should get one real trip.my mum said i still hv plenty of time to visit other countries,maybe after my graduation.why so rush now?sorry lor, i want go now. seriously, i am jealous about friends who can go for a trip during their holiday.

i miss this cat so much.although i m not a cat person.guess what happened to her? she was DUMPED in a box with her new born kittens because a crazy bitch who complained about her 'meowing'. i cant even heard the LRT sounds sometimes.she can hear cat meowing from 2nd floor? she is heartless.

i miss those days with you.♥

The Climb.The turning point.

is not the lyrics of Miley's song. but this song bring mostly what i want to say.
i finished most of my papers today.not once at the time but the hard one ended today.

i thought chemistry paper 4 'how-hard-could-it-be?', i was wrong.
include everything i studied, it still not enough to score high marks.
my future is depend on it, and now i really screwed it up. not that i did BADLY or TERRIBLE, but deep down my heart, i feel this still not enough for me. i really feel that my tears is rolling down in my heart, not through my cheeks.

i made many mistakes,and all blame to no one but myself.
i am not typically A-list student, and i wonder how they can score A in every papers?
if i could get a C, i will feel thankful to GOD.the infinity of grateful.

if not, everything i planned and want for the future, will soon turn to ashes.