21.5.11

三八的自述

人,是要经一事方能长一智的。
俗话不俗,说得一点儿也没错。

很久以前的那一天之后,我对自己承诺过:没事就别开口说话,不怕事多只怕多事。别人的事,别贸贸然打听,人家还不见得想告诉你。你是哪根葱啊?

小三八是我以前小学的外号,亲戚都觉得我这个孩子怎么话多而且敢说。
我总觉得自己很对,别人也对但是我会希望别人认为我的意见更好。

后来中学之后我也没常八卦人家的事,听了就好,因为感觉很好玩,“故事”嘛也发展得很精彩。中学五年笑着过人生,也没出神马意见,人家说我也点头,人云亦云。

现在上了点年纪,反而小三八性格又跑回来了。不知道是不是人老了就想过得小孩子气点。
可能脑子也老了,忘记说话要思考才能把句子说出来,要么就不铺排好随便说却被扭曲了意思。人家脑子转得快不见得自己也会一样。一个意思去了别人的脑里出来又是另一回事。
个人见地不一样呀~囧

我得管理脑袋,告诉它:没你的事别转。上课念书你就转快些吸收吸收,课外的事你就别理了,听过就算。

我突然想起,前些年我和朋友吵了一架,翻脸后一些日子我主动和好。
后来又在候搞活动意见不对跟人家(另一个)抬杠,闹得后来我们也没说话。但是不久以后我们却像老人痴呆一样什么都不记得也到现在还好好的在一起。

现在在“转大人”的世界里,或许我真的很不够成熟,还需要琢磨“做人要圆滑些这个道理”。或许我说话像没脑子的白目,但是有时候我的脑子跟嘴巴是连线的,刹车不及啊。

但是我很诚恳地告诉你们,我在认真学习改变。
学习着无论听到了什么都当听歌;人家说了什么笑一笑就好,别搭嘴。
忍着。

噢。如果你们看到这里开始觉得我这个人很有问题的话,对不起啦。

星期一是最后一场考试!拜托让我不要有重考的机会!我不要再花那些无谓的钱了!

18.5.11

1 down 4 to go!

(i know this photo is super random)

yes. I just reached home 20 minutes ago. Still not taken my bath yet since washing machine is taking over the pressure something. So if the washing machine on, i can't bath with the pee-size water.

is 10.21pm now.
Me, with my saggy eye bags and concentrated brain cells. Hmmm. and smelly hairs
Today is the first day of freaking EOS! First paper is Basic Biochemistry, 30 mcq, 5 saq and 1 essay question.
As usual, I always use the cakar ayam hand writing whenever is in the important exam. So I finished earlier not because i m super smart tht i can do all questions with no doubt, is my chickenclaw handwriting. Hope lecturers can understand me. :")

Tmr is Food Prep paper. One of the subject with no directions. Which means no proper lesson outcome, module outcome. It's stated but is in general way. So meaning that you r fcking study every shtwords of every chapters.


gonna stuck them all in!

When there is exam coming or on going, i will facing super great amount of hair loss everyday. my hair now is getting thinner. Even now i m so afraid of combing my hair cz they are now super precious to me! :(

Thinking of it, actually time do past pretty fast. Today is wednesday, soon i wil be talking about tmr is saturday's account paper blablabla. then monday is the last day of exam. then rest for few days, heading down for another course then FUUUYEEAHH!. gonna pack my bags.

Ok. take care everyone.! *i declare the library of my uni is now my favourite place for these coming week.

6.5.11

I MET A PRINCE..ehh?

Due to the fever of royal marriage between Prince William and Catherine, Duchess of Cambridge..
I feel like I must get myself in love or something.
People keep getting married. This is disturbing. Reminds me about my social network age are increasing, soon or later i shall receive invite from friends? god no.

Ya. I know i suppose to study now but..let me take a break.
I m abstained myself from sign in to facebook. I just typed my email n password in to the coloumn but quickily referesh the page once again and came to here. So thought of why not just express here and i can type hell long of stuff. FB status too long will reduce attractiveness. LOLOL

I met a prince. No doubt.
Nah. not the true royal blood prince.
I mean I saw a guy from my university, who walk like a prince, dress like one even his smile also princey.

Not that he had the super gorgeous look as Prince Andrea Casiraghi  whom inherited the 'perfectlookinggene' from Princess Grace.
Who say people who wear spec is not attractive?
I think he is.

Wei, don't laugh lar i know i m doing some stuupid day dreaming.
Let me relax my brain because its just stuffed full with ketogenesis,glucoeogenesis,glyocolysis,citric cycle. I need something interesting for my brain. sexy and fun.

I must pray for good CGPA and love.
and for all of you, who read this blog or out there, seeking for the true love.

1.5.11

updates

fck. I just checked the calendar, and my finals are 16 days away from this moment.
16 days. minus 1 day tmr and tuesday. so 15 days.
oomfg.
But thank god i reduced my time spent on facebook, surfing net, watching glee :( which is probably due to guilt-feeling that is gradually increasing.
Today went for mother's day lunch with mom's family.
then sissy suggested Jusco Seremban 2.

and we only reach home at 6pm. bathed,ate and now looking at my first aid book cz tmr got assessment.

Goal before next week end (hereby means Saturday): finished study 'Principle of Food Preparation' which is totally a dumbass subject and halfway on my biochemistry. Another week is spend on F.Accounting sub and the Food Culture sub.

most of my kawans are finishing their finals and i m yet to start. T.T

I need shopping therapy.

Okay, gotta go. May god bless my brain.