5.12.11

budak.kids.xiăo hái.

I adore kids. babies. I love them.
I can spend hours just to have a little fun time with them.(babymaniac)

I don't hv elder brother or sister who recently get married or having kids.
No way I could see my cousin's children that often unless important family occasion.


One old photo- My little cousin.


Another cousin.

See? How cute they are. I seriously can spent hours and hours in chasing them, playing with them.
I love their life. Everytime I see a baby, i will have a voice saying in my mind : I wish I was him/her. Life is less complicated for them, only diapers,poopoo,peepee,milk,food,toy,sleep,nap.

They don't even bother what is the time now.They don't really understand what's going on around them.
All they care is the love that adults gave to them.

I was visiting my friend few weeks back and first met this baby. Not my friend's.
His mum is babysitting a baby girl call Jessie. which this little young lady have a superstrong personality.
She knew you are a stranger, but..she didn't cry and yelled like some other kids do. Oh yea, she is 1 year old plus. She will look at you, or more appropriate , OBSERVE you. try to figure out who are you and what are you doing here in this house. First time I tried to held her and she start making faces. sigh.

2nd time of my visit, probably without my spec and my hair was in ponytail, she probably can't recognise me.hahaha! So when she get out from the crib, she just lying against me at the sofa. I felt so warm *cries* . Soooo cute!

Why this baby/kids post came up? I was browsing fb, saw one album from a woman I knew, titled about in memory of her daughter.
I felt instant tears rolling down through my cheek.
I never knew she lost her child few years back.
sigh. I could say no more. I feel sad. Deeply sad. although I never met the child. It's must be super hard for her to let go after weeks of pregnancy, brought her here to this world, joining as a part of the family. Sometimes life is a joke.

Hey there little girl, I am kinda late in knowing you but I know you are having a good time now at heaven as God's pretty little angel. You are adorable and I believe you are a good kid. My love will always be with you. <3

If there is a chance, I would like to have kids.

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